i feel like a mess!
it's the holidays and i'm so desperate for a damn job
the reasons behind it are positive and i just can't understand why i'm still unemployed!
hais
i've got everything planned out and the start of the plan fails coz i just can't seem to get a JOB!!

hais
JAM
i sorta felt that i have offended you/disappoint you/upset you but girl
i just feel so lost and everything coz everything doesn't seem to go my way
i guess i'm going crazy
i'm so troubled and that is why i can't seem to be there for you coz i can't even do anything to save myself. i feel so useless.
sorry JAM if i made u upset. i'm just so frustrated with life.hais.forgive me k? i still love you and you're still my bestie ok? <33s

LEELING
heys! i've finally updated my blog and i want a job so much that i can just cry! hais.i wish you all the best in getting a job too k? =)

BOY
that's if u ever read my blog
i feel that we're far apart even thou we meet up very frequently
there's just some barrier between us
maybe coz we've made serveral mistakes and have changed in many ways
so much so that we just keep looking back at the good old days and just yearn for it
have you ever thought wouldn't it be nice to renew our love? our 3 yr old love?
i never thought this would come so soon.we've only been together for 3 yrs yet i feel like we've been together for far too long that our love seem to be fading away slowly.

we seriously need to renew our love just like how old couples try to renew heir marriage by going over the edge and doing the extremes for the one they love.
BABY.i've done my best in trying to renew this love.have you?
let's put aside all our past mistakes can start with a fresh new love can we?
coz i love you and really wish to go further with you.
right now we are just going no where!
our love will go no where if we don't do something about it right now!