been acting busy lately due to upcoming tests and exams
coz everyone around me are like mugging
i had to pretend to mug too



anyhows
a conversation w/ one of my lecturers really saddens me
he was like saying how students forget abt him when they graduate
and about him standing all alone at one corner on graduation day without any students or other lecturers approaching him

that made me feel so guilty
and i realised tt we always take certain things for granted
and most of the time- take people for granted
people who play a part in our lives
people like your parents, siblings,cousins,grandparents,friends,good friends,bestie and even our teachers/lecturers

somehow, i feel so sad for tt lecturer of mine
and i really hope tt he'll not be too affected and perhaps accept that it's the way of life
and not because of any personal reasons

he also made me realise one thing
you dont always get recognised for the things you do
his hard work and lectures tt he gave all sums up to nth but writing reports at the end of the day, regardless of how the class fare for their tests or exams
when the class does badly, he'd be labelled a lousy lecturer when sometimes, ppl just didnt bother listening to his lectures
when the class excels, he doesnt get any credits for tt

one word - injustice

why is it tt
we do appreciate the things tt one has done and we just tend to be stingy with praises for others and stingy with our thank-yous.
yet we just keep yanking about the ugly side of e person?
is this human nature?