was looking at pictures in my comp and i saw many pictures from the past.
i miss my playful self.
though i had to pay a price for it
it was really relaxing and less taxing on me.

well, as one gets older, she has to get serious
and that comes with stress and responsibility.
i wish i was that same old rebellious and playful girl back then
but i know i'll hurt those who love me deeply.
back then, life was so carefree

i wanna feel that same old carefreeness again!

i havent changed much in terms of looks or maybe i'm fatter lahs!
but i felt better in the past about myself even though i was a bum then.

so what if i do well in school? i dont really feel happy. i wish i could just let myself fail but i know i cant.


we were so young then =)