caught a little of the new season of American Idol, the auditions.
i enjoy the auditions most, it is the only few episodes what are so heartfelt and filled with emotions and dreams?
seeing auditioners crying tears of joy and tears of disappointment really touched me to tears. Cos i can feel how much they really want something badly!

i really want something badly, but i have never had the courage or ability to pursue it. I have always been someone who procrastinates a lot. and i mean a lot! something about me that really makes me wanna shoot myself in the head sometimes. I wish i had the passion and determination to go for something which i really want badly, just like those auditioners in AI.

there's this sad guy who sung really well just for his wife who passed away just 4 weeks before the audition. seeing him cry on national tv allowed me to feel his deep love for his wife (:

that's how amazing television can be! and how emotional i can get, just from watching AI.