i tried to reassure people that i am doing fine
just so they won't worry about me
but inside, i'm terribly stressed out
emotionally stressed out by my relatives & many personal matters

i know they care for me and they are trying to help
the thing is i don't need any help
my parents are wonderful, especially my daddy
i am OK now, i won't say i'm happy
i am just plain OK.
just leave me alone!

and to add to the stress,
you just think i do not have the initiative
never mind, i'll just be whatever you say
cos seriously, i am really facing lots of problems since i moved out
problems you'll never have to face
you may say i deserve it, but wait till you are in my shoes
still, i want to thank you for always keeping me informed
i have yet to put everything into place, give me time
all i need is time to settle all the problems in my life

i just wished you could be the friend who will stand by me to support me, instead of putting me down & saying things like i don't care about anything at all.
the fact is, i have lots of things to take care of. and it hurts alot when you say such things to a friend who is going through a difficult time.
i guess you just really didnt understand me.
i am not always ok when i say i am.i just don't know how to relate my problems to anyone
things that i often complain about aren't problems actually, it's the things that i keep in my heart that are bothering me.

i know i am just an irresponsible friend to you, nevermind i'll just take the label.
just continue to judge me, i'm just nothing but irresponsible and someone with no initiative.