hais..woke up with much disappointment..thnx jam for jioing mi ti study geog.i wanted to go but i tot i was going with him to wild wild wet with his friends.went his house yesterday..spent most of the time alone..he had to go back to work last minute.went for a feast for dinner..was his dad's bday.went home n slipped out at night to go to his friend's chalet.was disppointed already when i was in e cab n told mi 2 gers will be going der soon.before i reached.i called him.tot he wud pei mi tok on da phone but no..when i reached he said tt i'll confirm be zi bei coz e ger isnt ugly..to him she was not bad..hais.yes.i admit.indeed she's better den mi in figure and looks n evrything la ok..i also knew tt if i hadnt went down.he might not even tell mi abt those 2 gers..he'll just say they came down a while nia.den think i'm petty la..i was really disappointed again when he said tt they're staying over too.but in e end they didnt.went to bowl.had a cup noodle n went home.he asked mi to join him for wild wild wet.rejected him initially but agreed in e end..but when i woke up..no sms telling wat time to go wild wild wet..called him no one answer..den he just called to say tt he just played finish.hais.i said i told him tt i wanna go n he said i didnt said so.he's always not paying attention to e things i say..hais.why.it's only been one day and i'm filled with disappointment le.jam was right..mayb things will go back to normal.nth will change.i feel so silly to believe tt he'll changed.yesterday..he was indeed sweet towards mi..but at night at e chalet..it seemed to be fading away slowly.i feel veh disappointed.and worried tt we'll both go back to square one again.hais..i feel like crying.mayb if we hadnt patch.i wud have felt happier.just e 2nd day n i'm unhapy.he's unhappy too.he must b thinking i'm kicking up a big fuss la..watever.just wanna go to bed now n nv to wake up again..hais..i'll be watch tom yum goong with my parents in e evening..not going to my nai nai house for dinner this week..tatas..see u..shall make an escape out of all tis disappointment.