on the 8th of April 2007

is it me or what?
i'm not sure if it was me whom you're talking about
i know i haven't been a good friend to many people this year
but i have my reasons
reasons which i believe my friends would understand me, forgive me and support me
especially my best friend
yes
people do come and go
but the thing is
i never left you
neither reject you each time you date me
you know my limits
you know my constraints
i'm not someone who can party as i wish
i wish to join you

i would love to go shopping with you every now & then
i would love to join you for dance classes
join you in everything you wish to take part in
join you for just a simple lunch
join you for tann-ing
but you should know my constraints


maybe it's not about me you're talking about
but i feel that there's something between us already
and i wish to clear any misunderstandings
and hopefully - get your understanding


maybe you think i've changed
maybe i did
but i know for sure that i don't let a friendship go just because i changed
if i've changed
i believe it was for the good

i'm not like any other girl who has all the freedom in the world
you know that

if i make a lousy friend now
then
i would definitely make a good friend
if i had the time and the money and the freedom

my attention is taken off you since the day i realise that
my dear friend has found her happiness
and that i can give her hand to the man who's making her smile all day

but i've never thought of letting go of this friendship

there're many things which i wish and want to say
but some things are better to be kept to myself

because i truly don't wanna lose this friendship