it's daddy's birthday tomorrow

i have thousands of words to say to daddy

but the words just don't come out right

becos we are not a family that shows affection to one another

how i wish

to hug my daddy and say " I love you Daddy!" like how I used to when I was young

i am only good at making him upset and worried

never once done anything to make him happy

and I know he is always caught in between
sigh,

I wish that things didnt have to turn out this way

all I want is a happy family

perhaps that is only possible when I leave this family

now, all that I wish for is for Daddy to be happy always
Happy Birthday, my dearest Daddy! (: