life has been mundane
i need some excitement?

i dislike us now, not that it's bad btw us
but, everything's just so freaking mundane now! sighhhh
we're lacking of some spices to spice up our love ):
are all couples like this once they date for too long?
i hate such feelings like we are not appreciating the time spent together ):
i swear i am an irritating gf who needs reassurance every once in a while.
i am the kind who goes for the "iloveyous" every single day else i would lose sleep
that explains why i can't seem to sleep well for the past few weeks

i wish for something to spice up our relationship! ):
don't ask me what is it. cos i don't know either, i just want something done to our relationship
i don't want to see us not having our own sweet personal time just cos we'll be living together soon!
oh no, i feel like crying & i fear cohabiting now ;(
i want you to still hold me like it's the end of the world when we have kids, grow old together, NOW!
where's all the random hugs & kisses & sweet surprises? sigh