OK
blogger is killing me!
i have tonnes of pictures to upload & i can't!!!!

anyway,
today i woke up thinking about how perfect my life is
you know people tend to complain about how imperfect their life is and feel all so upset about it?
i have been feeling that way for the past few months

i thought about the wonderful people i have in my life
best of all, my dearest daddy
i don't even dare to think about my life without my daddy
he is the pillar of support in my life
always there for me
and somehow, i thought about how much he has given me
and i on the other hand, brought him nothing but trouble
i think the only thing that makes my daddy proud of me is my studies?
though it isn't very good, but at least i did not give up at all
I have never been an independent girl, daddy has always been with me and never leaving me to settle things on my own.
i have to say, i am still a daddy's girl (:

thought about my stable relationship with baby
moving in has been working well on our r/s
we hardly quarrel, in the past we'd argue about silly stuffs
our life is rather mundane now
i guess it's better than having problems every other days
Oh, i have been cooking lately
and I must say i am realllyyy proud of myself!
when baby asked me to cook dinner for him
i'd get excited or in fact, nervous about cooking that i'd lose sleep the night before
i know i'm crazy
but i'm glad my first trials at cooking have been successful & baby loves my food (:
& cos i have been cooking, i get my daily dose of vegetables!
i told leeling that i'd die if i do not consume any vegetables in a day ahahs.
last saturday, i caught UP with baby & friends
it was ultraaaa cute and reallyyyy touching! i hope baby and i could lead a simple life like the old man & his wife.
i cried when his wife attached pictures of their everyday life as an adventure with her husband. they are such wonderful couple! it was a slow movie, but i love love love it!

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then i thought about my friends
i am not a very sociable person, neither do i open up to others easily
so, i am happy enough that i have some good friends from every stage in my life
ariana from primary school
gladys, jamie, samantha from nan chiiiauuu
leeling & meiqi from poly

i felt so blessed after having these thoughts
even though i am at the lowest point in my life, i am still or rather very very very glad to have all these important and wonderful people in my life (:
i am thankful, i really am!