haiis..didnt go for training today..was a real goodie girl today..stayed home all day..jam sent mi a message this morning..so touched..i miss her so..i felt so lonely without her n hiim by my side..hope she's enjoying her holiday now..went o bugis for shopping with mummy..i tried on many skirts n i look like a ba zhang..lols..fatness.actually..i'm vehh sad..hais..end up buying only one skirt..mickey skirt!so cute!it fit mi nicely..hehes..mummy bought a skirt too..actually..we like so guai..save money only bought one item each right?wahahha..we were actually planning of more shopping next week lahx..not as guai as u think..=P


went my nai nai hse for dinner n did cross stitch..went home..kiki jio mi out..till now havent call to confirm..anyway..mummy sure dont allow de..i feeling so sad right now..only the blog is willing to peii wo..haiis..where is he?he havent contact for about 24hrs lers..why?is he ok?haiis..mayb he's just enjoying himself..chionging or smt while i cant escape the reality..staying home n facing the music..i feel so lost n down..wanted to go out to release myself but i cant..i feel so lonely..now tt jam's gone..no one is there to hear mi talk..but what can i do?i chose this route de mahs..haiis..i'm crying now..i dono why..i just feel stupid n lonely..need a hug but there's no one i can turn to..think i'll just cry myself to slp tonight bahs..




maybe...i just have to believe that i can't live without him in my life..haiis..