oh my freaking hell.

i think my blog is so mouldy lahs.lols.sorry to those who have been visiting my blog regularly.apparently..i dun visit it regularly myself.in school now n the teacher is teaching abt some memory chip stuff.YAWNS..ok..i noe i suck in IT but i cant bring my attention to e boring n bald male teacher!SORRY!

oh yes.have been busy in school.u noe..it's like working.u go sch study n go home n slp! there's simply no time for online stuffs!freaking no time!i like this lesson now.it's 4 hrs n i can be online all i want.=))s

ahahas.=x


ok..so wat's been going on in my life???..

dear's gone into e army n i think i had depression while he was in there.didnt have e mood to blog.no mood to talk to anyone.once i reach home i just have my dinner..stare into blank space..wait for dear to call mi and i slp.that's it.i go home right aft sch everyday.no mood to chill out with my classmates.havent made any good or great friends.it seems every one has their own friends already.well nvm.at least my bestie is in SP!=)).hope she's doing better now in sch!ARE YOU JAMIE??

sam..hahas.guess u'll b as busy as i am now.mayb u'll understand what i'm going thru.i feel like i have no life!sch n home n slp.that's that!how interesting~!

anyhow.dear's out coz he had some injury.alamak!..but i'm all so happy that he's out.=))

but i dono y.it seems like we're in different world now.coz he's in army n he can only tell his friends his army affairs while i noe no shite.so..u see??..hais.
i dono y.i felt tt he's not being transparent lately.just keep feeling like he's hiding some stuffs frm mi.is it mi..or it is really true.i wouldnt feel this way for nth lohs.my sixth sense is telling mi smt.hais.i noe even if i ask him.he'll say no no no..dun have dun have dun have..den who knows i might just irritate him off n i get even sadder!hais.i feel no security.he seems so weird.like..talking to his mummy nicely..ok i noe it's gd but he isnt like that.it made mi suspect tt he's not talking to his mum lohs.might b someone else at e other side of e line!
i noe i'm pessimistic but i cant help it!!!


ok..tired liaos.lols.my friend is peeking.lols.ahh..she's gonna hate mi for this!no no i didnt----typed by her!she saw it!