just a random post today

was blog hopping @ home and realise tt so many ppl had their birthdays
and aft reading them.got an idea of how they celebrated theirs'.
it seems tt they've enjoyed themselves so much only by just going for a steamboat!

it sounded boring to mi but tt particular person enjoyed herself to e fullest.dun ask mi who she is..i dono.just some stranger's blog.lols.=pp

have been thinking about my birthday n how i wud want to celebrate it.
but i get so irritated coz i dono wat i want.or maybe i want lots of things so much tt i duno which to get for my birthday!saw ppl putting up their wishing lists b4 thei bday.i've always thot tt letting ppl noe wat u want saves them lots of trouble.but then again.y wud i want someone to buy mi things tt i want.no surprises at all coz since u put it up in ur blog u'd be wishing to get it n when u get it.there isnt much excitement.it wud b better if someone knows wat u want w/o u telling them n still getting them.tt wud be fabulous.i dono.i'm kinda confused by my words now.but.come to think of it.if u dun tell others wat u want how e hell wud they even know???...


anyhow.i noe tt e things i want cant be given to mi by others.neither can it be done.like:


i wanna weigh 43kg on my bday? tt's totally impossible luhs.unless i go for liposuction but who in e world has tt money to let mi go for it?..

so tt's cancalled out.

i want thick n sexy n curled lashes.i want seductive eyes lahs! which is impossible too.lols.

so tt's cancelled out too.

i wanna be so very super pretty n chio.so super impossible too!nobody can give tt to mi.lols.

so tt's cancelled out again!

i wanna have my straight hair back! but cannot coz my mummy forked out money to curl my hair for dono how much n it's not even been half a yr so how can i get it straight when she spent so much on my curls??so waste her money lahs!and i still love my curls anyway.

cancelled out again!

i so wanna be in e course i want.lols.totally impossible! but i'm still fine with my present course~!

i want a nice nose!lols.freaking impossible!

oh. i want wedge shoes but dono which color to get.black is boring i so dun like black now coz my entire wardrobe is black! help mi think lehs.must be able to go with any colour outfits hor!


i wanna wear 3/4 jeans chio-ly.lols.but i have short n fat legs.='((.so farking impossible! maybe wedge shoes may help mi~! lalalas.i hope?..

i wanna have a makeover n have a portfolio of my own.but i'm farking fat.so it's a waste of money to do it now.maybe wait till i'm 43kg den have a makeover~!!! hahahas! so excited.


i wanna move my arse n start exercising n not be so lazy!!!!

i wanna kick e habit of chewing on my fingernails!


i wanna jian fei w/o anybody's objections!BAHS~!!!

i wanna be 43kg n maintain tt weight!


i hope e camp wont be tormenting!lols.


i want money!!!!

i wanna complete my room decoration.half of my room is so out of place lahs!


i want dear to treat mi like princess everyday! lols.=x


i wanna have smooth hair so tt i'll stop plucking out pubic-like hair n go bald.=((
oh no i'm so traumatised by e thot of mi going bald!fark!


i wanna have a good shittey life n constipate no more!

i want to have good skin!=))

and lastly.i want everyone to be happy!lols



so u see.e only thing ppl can gimme is to be happy!e rest depends on myself.lols.



i dont see y ppl want gucci clutch bags..or adidas jacket..or those expensive branded stuff.will they really b happy upon receiving them as their bday gift??..i dono lahs.hais..but i'll feel bad coz all those are so bloody expensive.i dun want my friends to be eating bread everyday just to buy mi some branded stuff i want.lols


somehow i'm not at all excited abt my bday.just gonna treat it like an ordinary day..=))dun wish to expect much excitement or activities or surprises for myself coz if i might just end up feeling disappointed on my bday if i anticipate too much happiness on my bday.lols.so.i just wanna have a normal day on my bday!just out for a meal is fine.go shop shop.no nid for parties or cakes or gifts.all are a waste of money n energy.


i'll have to get wat i want by myself.nobody can help mi..!
i guess tt person's blog i read had many friends to celebrate with her n her friends are all crazy.smashing cake into her face and all tt.i dun think i have tt many friends neither do i wish to have a cake smashed onto my face!i think e one thing tt truly makes mi smile each bday is when i receive smses frm ppl i noe wishing mi happy birthday.ppl who are close to mi and best frm ppl whom i dun really noe or not close to..tt's just so enuff already.remembering my bday is gd enuff.=))

but if anyone insists on gifts.just gimme ang pows! =))...lols.i'll be happy to receive ang pows.but sorry.must contain a minimum amount of $50 den can hor.if not save it ahhs.=PP *thick skinned*


actually i've gotten my best gifts alrdy.i've found my 2 close n long lost friends this yr.chanel n ariana.=))