hmm.yes.again here i am updating during my IT lesson.it's blardy boring but i think i'll fail if there's a test.lols.he's toking abt walkie talkie here.rofl.

ok.i always fail in IT test coz i cant farking bring myself to pay attention.comp in front if i dont go online.i feel freaking weird.internet is compulsory if u have a comp if not u dun farking need it anymore.imagine wat u can do with ur comp w/o internet??..

ok ok.crpping my ass off now.


my dearest friend.don't sad okie??..u noe i love you.=))

mayb god thinks it's time for you to go.thou both of u are sad.mayb one day both of u realise tt u all really cant live w/o one another.absence makes the heart fonder..<33s.
wat matters now is tt u still havnt lost ur parents n ur friends.we're all still here..by ur side.dun feel sad just coz u've lost one important person.instead spend more time and give more care n concern to e ppl who are around u n still loving you.ppl who wont ever stop loving u.=))

smile coz u only lost one person in ur life.u didnt lose everyone.=))s


i love you..=))
i noe it's a different type of love.maybe one day i'll be a lesbian.den mayb we can be together n i can give u e love u want.lols.=Xwell..who noes mayb by then u have found someone better.or mayb u'll never b a lesbian.but somehow.i wont rule out any possibilities of me being a lesbian.sometimes guys just dont get it and mayb guys just have 50% of their attention to their girl.not 100%.i dun expect 100%..at least 80%?..hais.

maybe if he had spent more time with u..things wouldnt have turned out this way.

have been neglecting my studies ever since he came out frm army on mc.hais.i think missing him is so much better.althou i noe every night he play mj.but i'll still feel very insecure lo.who noes play mj till half way go find chicken how?not i dun wanna trust him but still will worry de mahs.coz we give our 100% attention to our boy.

you give him ur heart and that's all u can give to him.if that's not enough then you're not enough

i give you my heart and that's all that i can give.if that's not enough then i'm just not enough


hais.i dono.mayb he should be back in army.coz if he's there.there's no blardy chicken there.maybe only real chickens lahs
i noe i'm evil.but evrytime he go out play mj my mind runs wild.n i think i've been really weak these days.been ill lately.hais.why why???

he doesnt seem to be mine...only mine...feel as thou i'm sharing him with others.

always say he no time.dono wat to do.den cant he think of doing things to make mi happy now tt he noes i'm farking insecure???!!!!



hais.guys are just no-brainers!not him alone.but majority.at least there are still guys who have brains.=)).but they will nv be mine..they always love girls who treat them like dust luhs.is this life??ppl always dont see the good things which belong to them but only see other's good stuff n b envious..

but i do see e gd side of him.then wat..every day just think of wat he has done for mi b4 long long long long time ago????...just think...den might as well everyday stay home think..den dont mit lohs.since thinking is good enuff.meeting is just a waste of time lahs.might as well i stay home study.everytime just say say say..say i care but nothing can be seen.hais.i farking pissed n fed up luhs!










i feel like dust..