went to chiong at joo chiat with hiim on x'mas eve..was kinda drunk..but he thinks tt i was acting..why wud anyone try to act drunk??..am i such a fake-ie to hiim?..hais

went home he next day around evening..bathed n went to cousin gary's hse for x'mas dinner..it was fabulous~!superb!

reached home n jamie called..asking mi to go her hse the next day for dinner..didnt go in e end coz i had another dinner invitation..sorry girl..
i met her to give her and her sis their x'mas pressie and left..

met jam the next day for shopping..she was sick..poor thing.i bought two tops and we didnt take foto.no money..lols.
wanted to go meet hiim after tt but it was pouring heavily..he got angry with mi..thinking i didnt wanna meet him..thinking tt jamie was more important than him..i guess he was just being sensitive..went home then..coz he was ignoring mi..waited for him to cool down n finally..went to bed at 4am..

was sick..woken up by his call and the noise by the renovation in e house..my wardrobe is now gone..my room feels big n spacious..
ddaddy came back frm work and showed mi my phone bill..300+..nearing 400..i felt so bad..it was due to my overseas call frm shanghai..i myself was shocked too..daddy didnt scold mi n wanted to hide it frm mummy initially but mummy found out n scolded mi..my boii n i almost broke up too..hais..so much unhappiness..now i feel guiilty if i were to ask daddy to pay for e BSB concert tix..but liddat means i no need to watch le..i'm so totally broke now..hais.well..went out for dinner.had a cold war with mummy but all was well aft dinner with my nai nai and uncles..the food was delicious lohs.. slurp~!

back home..not talking to him tonight coz mummy wud go crazy if she sees mi on the phone even aft spending 400 on the bills..btw..my dad's the one paying..and i feel so so so vey bad abt it..hais..i'm sorry daddy..


but i still wish to go to BSB concert~! how..can anyone help mi think of an idea?..i'm so vexed..i will cutting down on my phonecalls n sms le..must..I MUST~!