wanna know abt a crapshit matter or smt happy?..or maybe...ahhh..i dono lahhs



ok lahs.the dono-happy-or-sad matter.
my dear passed his test and he bought his bike on tt day itself..6march06
worried yet happy coz it's like his dream come true?wat can i say..he is so smart lahhs.ppl retake many times he only 2nd try den pass ler.keke.
worried for his safety and scared he chee hong.lols.ppl say guys got bike den veh xiao zhang..den start to flirt!!!how???..hais.watever..put my name all over his bike lo.den he cant fetch any charrborr!!!! *evil smile* muahhahahahas
on 6th march06 dear came at night to bring mi to jalan kayu eat prata.well i nv eat lahhs.drink teh peng!!damn scared lehhs.first time sit bike.lols.suah ku lehs.=PPi skip my lesson lahhs.bad mood.felt being let down.always kana scolded de.and.always being disappointed by dear.we didnt go gai gai tt day.no hi-tea either.hais.worse.went home n kana scolded by mummy for going out.well if it was a good day out.worth being scolded but hell no.so i damn angry lahhs..hais

ok so frm tt last sentence..u can really tell tt i'm really fine now.lols.no more depression.and who's the cure for it????..not sure..think many ppl helped mi bahhs

ok..now the all so crappy stuff
went to SP yesterday..jamie..it's ok lahhs.i alone better..else u'll suffer lols.almost cried while speaking to the lecturer there.hais.first..wat's the point of having an appeal system when there isnt anyone there to entertain any questions??and appeal is only for those who appeal for courses with the same points as they have or appeal to courses tt have a higher point than wat they have.so.ahhs.watever lahhs.feel so bloody cheated.lols.ok.u can tell i'm happy now.lols.why?coz i went ard telling ppl of the stupidity of having an appeal system when all goes tt way.no point for those who even want to appeal to a course tt requires one point off their own.wat's all these shit all abt lahhs??hais.watever.i'm sticking to my given course.thou not with jam nvm lahhs.wat to do.i did my best to be with her lers.lols.=x.i not les hor!

went to meet dear at his hse.waited for him at his hse downstairs coz he went back to the bike store there.went to orchard..lols.dear reach orchard fast but cudnt find parking.end up turn all the way back near his hse and went to orchard again and luckily we found parking.lalalas.went to mariott hotel for hi-tes!yummy..but didnt eat much.lately no appetite nehs.shit yet good! can lose weight.kekes.=)))))
went shopping aft tt.dear bought a shirt n jacket.i like so many clothes nehs but must plan wat to wear with lehs.so didnt buy.lols.quickly went back to dear's hse coz gonna rain ler.we reached home just in time to welcome the rain.lols.=))
ok.so why am i fine now?coZ dear pei mi go shopping and coz i complain to many ppl abt the crapshit matter till i happy.lols.also dono y i will be happy lehhs.complained to daddy..jamie..dear..lols.mayb it was the lecturer who allowed mi to be happy.lols.she made mi realised tt tourism isnt everything.my course helps mi too.=)))i'm so pumped up now to start my new life!


oh yes..dear going army on 21st april lohs.my sch starts on the 10th of april..cant even spend the last few days with my beloved dear.hais..how?think i'll find a way to plan my time so tt i can spend time with him lo.since mt poly so damn super near his hse.=))