my new blogskin nice hor..got madonna in it..wahaha..

btw..i tot she changed her name to esther???anw..madonna is so her lahs..wat stupid esther name..sound so ordinary..

ok..so Os coming out on the 10th????!!!! wtf!..honestly i believe i wudnt do well..
firstly..i dono y..while preparing for Os..geography didnt ring a bell to mi at all!
2ndly..i think i was drained from my prelims..

oh well..just have to waste more money to go to a private sch..either tt..or..i hope for a miracle to happen so tt i can get into poly courses tt i want!muahaha..like tt's ever going to happen..unless the guy above dotes on mi tt much tt he's willing to give mi a chance to work hard!i promise lohs..i swear i'll work damn hard if i ever get enuff points to enter any tourism courses in any poly lohs..y am i so into management???i dono..i just got the fetish for it..hahas..oh man..how i wish tt my wish will ever come true..=))..i'lll be grinning even when i slp ok..but i guess i wudnt b able to slp on the 9th..my auntie even ask mi to email her my results coz she'd be back in shanghai by then..i'm so stressed..she must be expecting gd results..i'm afraid to disappoint her..she's so concerned for mi..but i guess i'll disappoint her further if i decide to quit studying..i'll nv quit studying!i dun wanna work..i dun wanna be just a poor salesgirl..i wanna be at least a hotel manager!

if it doesnt happen..it goes to show how serious the guy above is in wanting me to be more serious and have more determination and focus in my life..!i shant blame anyone..but myself..and i shant blame myself for long coz i noe..no point blaming myself..just make the best out of wat's given to mi..i promise to make the best out of wat's given to mi..i'll give my very very best if i ever get into a poly tourism course!!!! u see how determined i am..aint kidding here ok..! i'm darn serious!

went to ngee ann poly open hse today with my dear jam.havent seen her for ages..she look so tired n worn out..her sch lah..torture my jam till liddat..tsk~!
saw many destiny classmates..all looking fine and well! happy for them..i can see tt they'll be getting good results..i can see it!went to town aft tt..took pics..shop ard and valentines' day is coming!

i've got my first pay..but wat can i get for him??shirt..pants..hais..so boring yet practical..i wanna give him smt special lehhs..how..any suggestions??!!jam..sorry..first pay treat u to eat cheap stuff..lols..got chance and if still got money i qing u eat other things la..kekes..

so fast wors..i'll be 17 this yr..no longer sweet sixteen..damn~! anyway..ppl had sweet sixteens with a slim body..me????with layers of fat..not at all sweet..in fact...fat sixteen ahh

down with a flu now..since yesterday..didnt slp a wink last night..so xin ku n now i cant slp..xin ku again!dear is addicted to mahjong..has no time for mi..didnt even ask if i'm ok..hais..but nvm..i'm strong~!muahahaha..
saw sam at far east..she looks fine n contented..happy for her..had tis nostalgic feeling..as thou we had been close all these while..we nv had quarrels..like nth happened btw us at all lo..great feeling..and she said AJ went to her shop! arrrggghhhh~! i dui bu qi BSB..i didnt bid them farewell outside their hotel..i didnt buy $160 tix for their concert when i cud..i'm so sad..but no matter wat..i still love them..hope they know it even thou i didnt show it..=PP



you see my view from $70 seat..see wat sai???


i cud have gotten this view..


hais..sorry my dear bsb..=((