oh yay!i'm back as promised on every friday.=))

i think i've been slacking my ass off lately.nv study much this week.shite man!BAHS!
how?cant be top student liaos.='((

shite lahs.how?feel like slapping myself and i've been vulgar lately..i've been a naughty girl lately..why???..i think it's coz of stress lahs.is it?...i dono!

someone help me CAN?!!

hais.my friends keep saying i smart and everything and if i dont get good results..it'll show it all!i'm just an empty nutshell!BOO!

ok..maybe i am lahs.lols.=pp
but no! i wanna have a good start in poly!good results..good conduct and good friends!
but lidat how can?..slacking...slacking= no more dreams of being good!

yesterday was a sad day..first..i dono who wrote on the desk tt i suck..well..i dono if it really meant tt coz it seems like an unintentional case.lols.long story.my friend wrote my name on e desk last last week..and mayb tt person was bored n wanted to continue w/ it.so he wrote 'suck'..cant possibly ask him to write 'rocks' right?mayb he doesnt even know me..hais.but it's saddening..i noe i sound so self-deceiving.but if it's really someone who hates mi...den sadness.what have i done?i swear i didnt offend anyone lahs.hais.sadness fills mi.='((


and i dono why...i cant wait for the holidays!keke! and i'm freaking scared and nervous about my term test but i just cant seem to get my ass moving and study!

hais..all i wishing for is tt i'll have e last minute kick to study during the weekends and chiong all the way!=))

and then i can spend a lovely holiday w/ dear.it seems tt we havent been spending quality time together.always meet him at his hse after sch and then we'll sleep and we'll wake up and i'll go home!so exciting~! -.-"

hope dear will pull thru this crisis!but he must have the determination to do it coz i cant help him w/ tt.else he'll think tt i mind him being broke or smt.but i'm not..it's coz i noe he feels really sad when he's broke.who wouldnt???

and he doesnt receive allowance from his parents..he's on his own.not like me.no money just wait for the new week to come n i'll be loaded again.he's different.poor baby!=((

it's ok..i believe he'll always have a way! broke or rich i'll still stay by his side!







love don't cost a thing ("v")s