nv knew today would be the day.
didnt expect it to happen today.
after today
i guess i'll miss the times we spent together
bitter or sweet


knew each other thru technology
an unexpected friendship became love
sweet and innocent
felt protected and safe



went thru obstacles together
overcame difficulties together
nv fail to hold on to me
nv fail to comfort me




but nobody stays the same forever
i was 14.he was 16.then
i grew up unexpectedly
became more independent
stronger
had a mind of my own
found my own meaning of love
the true meaning of happiness




no longer tt girl who was never mad at you
stood up for myself but nothing was solved
led to endless wars instead
gave in to one another
had our moment of happiness



but happiness was never to stay
i had expectations
get upset when i don't get wat i expected
was never satisfied with you



you promised me
but nothing was ever done the way i wanted
for i was never satisfied
most of the time
ur promises dont last



dont change for the moment
for i had always wanted us
to be forever and not for the moment



things changed
you were never there
loneliness was wat i had for company




my existence seem to fade from ur world
didnt bothered even when i'm unhappy
when i'm mad




left me alone to cry to slp each night
just when i tot things were getting better
it happened all over again



maybe to you
my tears are invisible
for the next day
u act as thou nth happened between us




maybe u're just tired
tired of my endless whinings
tired of trying to make me happy





that's why you chose to leave me
today...





may have gotten use to loneliness
but i feel even more lonely now
i'll just have to get use to it.




for i guess this is really the
end of us



just hope that you'll lead a better life
hope that you'll feel more carefree now
w/o living up to my expectations
just live the life you want
be the guy you have always wanted to be
be the guy you have always been




i'll never trust again
how can i be sure that it's not another round of endless unhappiness?
was naive to think tt prince charming would come for me
wanted a near perfection guy
but it'll never happen for
i was never near perfection either.



no longer find comfort in ur arms
u didnt bother to understand me then
now
only sad songs relate to me
and that's where i find comfort




have given you endless chances
but you gave up on yourself
you decided to let me go
when i was still willing
to give you more chances



perhaps we were never meant to be
have tried my best lately
but it was of no help
you ended it in the end




love is to be able to be with the one u truly love..
i was alone all these while