i was right..happiness was never here to stay


you said u're serious abt me
i would be ur last
the most important person
someone u love deeply
i felt so loved

why is it that all i get at the end of the day
is ur mistakes revealed
right before me

to make me realise
i'm not tt important
not loved that deeply by u
not worthy of ur sincerity

u lied i lied.
forgave u like how u forgave me
still i love you anyway

no matter how many lies from u unleash before my eyes
i love u anyway

are all these signs from god.
maybe he know i wasnt happy in this r/s
he knows i wanted more
is it really just me wanting more
or is it
u're just giving me too little?

i tried to believe that we're still meant to be
after all that
still i love you


i noe people make mistakes
ur mistakes are mistakes made from ur heart
ur mistakes hurt my emotionally
never physically

each time u do something wrong
i'm not angry w/ you
just that i push all ur doings back to myself
thinking maybe it's my fault
i deserve it
was more angry w/ myself
just that
i was throwing my anger w/ myself on u

sorry
but
i love you anyway

maybe it's all god's will




i'm not worthy of u
i'm not worth having u to do stuffs for me
i'm just not meant for u


sorry for all the agony
i've caused

just remember
i love you anyway


i'm not angry w/ u
but w/ myself
it's all my fault
should have closed one eye
should have been understanding
should have been more gentle
shouldn.t have been so vulgar and harsh

somehow i wish i could just shut my eyes
count to three
and everything would be alright

but that's never gonna happen
tired it in the past but of no valid
things just keep happening btw us


sorry
but i love you anyway