i dono why but i feel that something's gonna happen
i somehow feel as thou i'll be losing someone
someone whom i've always thot i'm closest to.
but suddenly..she seems closer to somebody else.
did i change to make her leave or did she have a change of heart?
i really dono but i see myself having no close friends in school
and i feel really worried but yet helpless.
this is something not within my control.
ppl come and go
i noe she may not mean it tt way but..mayb someone else is a better friend to her.
and i shan't deny it and accept it.
her heart's free to go to anyone she feels much more comfortable with
mayb i'm sensitive but..i think it's kinda obvious tt things are changing
is it coz she takes the same bus home with her?..
i noe tt sounds silly..but i cnt help it.
cant imagine life w/o this friend of mine.
i noe i'll still have her as a friend..
but i'll be of a different position in her friend list..
whatever happens.
i hope i'll still be able to be myself and cope w/ all these changes


next,
is for someone whom i've little time for
JAM..i noe it's my fault for nt being there when u had a hard time
but..i guess u're alright now and mayb i not being there for u is a good thing.
u learn to overcome problems by urself! =)
and..so what if u can trust again?..u might not be trusting the right ones
mayb u've lost ur trust only to find trust in the right person.
mayb u trusted too easily in the past tt's y u've been banned from it
it'll come back..surely..just in time to trust the right ones in ur life.
=)there's always sunshine after the rain

but i hope i wouldnt have rain at all
i dont wanna lose anybody..hais