hmmm...let's talk abt clubbing last friday..well well!JAM went! super happy!

met jam and went her hse..did my elearning der coz my comp was super lag in the afternoon.pissed me off!

went to bishan at ard 8.30..took neos! =))..JAM looks like JOCIE GUO..that GUO MEI MEI singer in e pics and she camouflaged..lols.


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we then took a bus to clementi..she bought KFC to ah wee's hse..ah wee's the main lead tt day..coz it's his last night out..coz he's entering the army..!well..he's already inside! GOOD!..like this dear's attention will be all mine!

waited...and waited....and endlessly waited...finally..we went to MUSIC UNDERGROUND.been there twice before..w/ dear and his friends..didnt dance before..=pp..shyness mahs..


anyhow..tt night..dear gave me cold shoulders..coz i lied about going to buy a tube as an excuse to go out..=pp..well..didnt talk from ah wee's hse all the way to MU!
there, jam wanted to dance..we left our bags in karen's care and danced..first time! =))..then tis guy was beside us..well...whatelse..he wanted jam's number..aft some time..dear came over and almost had a fight w/ them..he thot tt guy was harassing us.. scared the ass outta me and jam..aft tt..he left and left our bags behind.i was so mad at him for leaving jam n i all alone in MU..disappointed w/ him.oh ya.they didnt fight in the end lahs.=))hengs!


jam n i went out..saw them at 7-eleven approaching us..decided to avoid him coz i was pissed at him for leaving me n jam behind..!jam n i walked pass him n his friends and entered 7-11..he waited outside..jam stayed inside..waiting for us to settle our dispute.hais.was a horrible fight.we started by shouting at one another..like nobody's business lahs.lols.but..all's fine..guess jam's panadols were the thing tt made him cool off..=((..not me..hais.he treat jam a drink which tasted horrible lahs.by the time i finish the drink..oh..i shared the drink w/ jam..lols.by the time i went back into MU..i was a bit giddy liaos.LAO SAI lahs me..LOUSY! puii~lols.

everyone danced together.. his friends' attention were on jam..and i was angry coz even dear had his attention on her..and..he introduced jam to his friend whereas he didnt introduce me to his friends! i was freaking jealous..!!!!ok..i noe i'm lame lahs..we went home..at ard 5am..guess wat..saw someone outside MU..to pick up jam..so sweet..i doubt i'll ever have such stuff happening to me..first..dear where got tt sweet..=((..and..i'll nv have any admirers..sad-lism lahs..hais.

dear n i reached home n we were happy..in fact..i wasnt very happy lohs.still mad abt that introduction stuff..but didtn say out..we decided to eat..wanted to eat nasi lemak in west coast..but my helmet was stolen coz dear left it downstairs..so we went to pasar..had economic..vegetarian bee hoon..had no appetite!..coz sadness fills me..

went home..slept..till 3pm..woke up..went his eldest sis's hse for his mahjong session..while i was alighting on his bike..i pressed on his fresh tattoo..he was in pain..i landed on a wet grass patch and continued to press..as in grip his arm for support..he was so fierce can! he shouted at me and walked off..i was super sad then..this incident plus tt introduction sadness made me went into depression at his sis's hse..was quiet..but started interacting w/ his niece n nephew aft some time..played mahjong..i'm still at a stage..lower than beginner's stage..lols.he shouted at me again..well..because i was stupid asking him stuff which would give our cards away to others..but still..he no needa shout at me in front of his relatives right?!anyhow..his niece n nephews were cam-whoring w/ my phone..lols.super cute..keep asking me to take pictures of them.lols




he finished playing only at around 10pm..went to geylang..wanted to eat some stuff..but ended up in a ulu restaurant owned by some china ppl..has XIAO LONG BAO! superb..so nice lahs..we then DA BAO chilli crab and went home to eat..slurps! i was a satisfied woman!=))

he den fell asleep..leaving me alone..first..i was sad..coz it's e last night toning in his hse n if i slp time would pass real soon..then i thot abt all the incidents..from introduction..to tattoo shouting and mahjong shouting in front of his relatives..started to cry..felt he didnt introduce me to his friends coz i'm not worth seeing and to be made known to his friends..just not someone whom he would want his friends to meet..since i'm not pretty and everything! i was freaking sad abt tt matter..hais..he kept kicking me while he was slping n while i was already so sad and crying..he was slping like a pig..forgotting all abt my existence..if i slp also nv liddat lohs.if i kick something..i'll open my eyes abit to see wat i kicked lohs.he just didnt care lahs.hais..i'm non-existence mahs..='(


woke up the next day w/ swollen eyes yet he didnt realise it..hais.he doesnt observe me..no attention...=((..coz i not pretty..no slim not gentle mahs..hais..
we went west coast..to eat nasi lemak! nice..was raining heavily..sat there to wait for the rain to stop..dono y..i starting telling him abt my sad-ism..i bth le.so say out..he tried to comfort me..but i was too sad to bother abt his explaination coz it's no use le.his reason for introduction was coz he's drunk..yaya..drunk intro my friend and not intro jam lahs..might as well intro jam as ur gf lahs!hais..i noe i'm super lame jealous!but just couldnt help it..all those stuff really lowered my self esteem..plus..wanted to wear a dress to club but he said i look funny..ya..since when you'd say i look nice in anything?..hais..i'm freaking ugly lahs..i noe..hais..and dear said tt i dance damn ugly..freaking-fcuking-ly sad!


went home in the rain..i went home and went to 4destinee's gathering..went to ZHEN FA steamboat! kekes.nice nice nice! didnt eat much..was talking abt the feeling..glad to see my classmates esp someone special..she was there..=))and she looks fine..=)

everyone was cam-whoring lahs..esp jam! lols.

went home then..went for CSCC meeting yesterday..jam over slept..i had a terrible diarrhoea the previous nigjht..didnt slp well.couldnt wake up..sweet thing tt dear came to fetch me in da morning!fetched me to go for breakfast and to sch..else i'll be missing the meeting like jam..left sch at 1.30pm..bought lunch for dear..was super sad when he wasnt glad tt i bought lunch for he him..he just went back to slp aft knowing i've arrived..hais.i went to eat in e kitchen..on the verge of crying coz i was feeling unwell yet i still went to buy him lunch under the freaking hot sun n he didnt appreciate it at all.hais..he then woke up..ate the lunch i bought for him n i went home coz i was feeling terrible..took a bus home while he stayed home to sleep.

went out w/ mum and bro today..bought a ESPIRIT top and a ZARA top..i've nv spend so much on tops lahs.anyway..was feeling terrible when i woke up in the morning..my ass hurt..i was aching from head to toe..even my ass!!
felt better while shopping..felt worse as time went by..we then went to NEWTON to meet my beloved daddy!=))for dinner..didnt eat anything..had no appetite..hais.was feeling horrible..reached home..and watched tv..slacked..shite me.i havent even started studying or havent finish all my homework lahs.hais.dad say tt i maybe suffering from aedes!scared can..coz my body was aching more than usual symptoms of normal fever..
oh yeahs..gonna do some admin work now! tatas~!