ok i'm not dead!
just finish my tests but i so not free at all!
assignments and assignments!
my life sucks big time can!

hais...
well.last friday - 17th nov i went out for a show with MANDY MEIQI LEELING. we watched JUST FRIENDS. some lame funny stupid show.but i enjoy dumb shows! =D

that day was crap..while waiting for the bus to take to shaw house..there's this malay lil boy holding onto a plastic bag with some anonymous yellow stuff inside, kept asking us to keep quiet at the bus stop. we ignore him of coz.then i saw him hiding somewhere blowing up the damn plastuc bag and i was so scared.i started imagining what's in the bag and i started running like a mad dog when he started to chase me.he wanted to burst the damn plastic bag onto me!!
luckily the bus came and i ran up! PHEW~!
tt lil boy scared the shit outta me.he was making some irritating face at us and i so feel like slapping HIM!


anyhows.all's fine. LOLS
ok. now back to my boring world of assignments and i HATE communication skills! i JUST FARKING HATE TO THINK~!!!

BAHHHHS!

i'm in school now btw..doing some computer drawings.the teacher's irritating and super SLOWWWWW~! i mean SssLooowww and LLLLLllllonnnngg wiindddeeddd~!
and WEEEE! i'm going shopping w/ mummy later~! MUAHAHAHAS

Why are we always facing so many problems?
Very trivial problems in fact

Why am I always blamed and maligned by things that aren’t my fault?

Why is it so difficult to just live a happy life with you?

Why are you always upset with things that aren’t my fault at all?

I’ve never wanted all these to happen
I’m a victim too

After all that I’ve done for you
Aren’t those things enough to make you forgive me?

Maybe to you those things I’ve done are nothing
But it’s the best that I could have given

Why am I even asking for forgiveness when it all isn’t my fault at all?

You said you’ve had enough
Enough of what?
Enough of me?

Maybe I’m just not enough for you..
Can’t you see that I’m hurting deep inside more than anyone else?