seriously,
why do people enjoy saying that i am angry when i'm not?
why make me out to be someone petty when i am not?

i have told many people before i hate being accused of being angry
because i am not a petty person

it is when you all keep thinking that i am angry that makes me REALLY angry
am i that petty in your eyes? sigh

let's just say that, you prob felt guilty that's y you'd think that i am angry?
so why say i am angry to cover your guilt?
thanks ah

i am not that silly to be angry over such stuffs. so pls stop thinking that i am angry when I AM NOT (:
hope you guys had fun!

back frm my kampong trip to kukup, as you can see we lived a life of the illegal immigrants. stayed in a squatter and bedspread prints are super modern somemore! LOLS

cutie pie sang songs for us, he was just humming away with his baby language which was uber cuteness!
kids & adults occupied themselves with ktv and mj, nth else
i just lazed around and watch mudskippers and crabs crawling on the sea bed with baby (:
quite therapeutic i must say.

headed out to the fish farm, this little girl below is only 9 yrs old and boy, she speaks like an experienced fisherman! LOLS, she is damn brave, holding a shark with her bare hands.

leeling said: "9 yr old girl forgot to pull her pants" instantly upon seeing this pic. ONE BIG JOKER LAHS!

and each time i crossed those planks to the other side of the farm, i would spend at least 2 minutes to get myself ready, cos i keep having this thought in my mind tt the plank will break & i'd fall into the sea and become the fishes' dinner!

our way back to the kampong, we saw the sunset. uber romantic lahhhs! felt like kissing baby but his family ard, quite awkward? LOLS

had bbq chhiiccckkkeeennn wiiings for dinner! and the best thing is, we do not need to bbq them ourselves! super shiok.

after dinner, was pure slacking & baby started the fireworks craze. seeing baby trying out the fireworks really left me with a slight heart attack. the fireworks shoot towards him instead of outwards cos baby didnt know which way to lit it up. and it happened more than once which made me really worried and scared that i almost cried. i am a timid shit!

next day was back to singapore! like yayness! but the place is somewhat diffferent i would say (:
and i think its really relaxing cos there is nth for you to do but look out into the sea, and eat 5 meals a day. (:

cutie pie couldnt handle the heat there! LOLS

stopped over at city square before hitting the customs.
BASKIN ROBBINS, it is a must have for me each time i am in m'sia (:
they rock my undies lahs!

last thursday was celebration of leeling's bday!, shopped & had a feast at sakaesushi marina(:
been craving for sushi for a long time alrdy!

happy birthday dearest leeling (:

kani chawanmushi rocks my panties!

a simple celebration, hope leeling enjoyed it
one thing's for sure, the food was satisfying! =D

happy BIRDDAY love(:

off to kukup tmr morning (:
with my future-in-laws! haahs
be back on monday morning to celebrate deepavali.
i am excited as well as sad
i hate being away from home, like seriously lahs!
i just hope it'll be a fun trip.

people, pls pray for me
may there be NO LIZARDS!!!!

it's our 61st month tgt
somehow, i realise i can really smile
smile as though i am truly happy
when i am not
hahas
lately, things just don't feel right
even though we have somehow made up
but the sea btw us still exists
why?
why?
i really wish to know
what's wrong with us?
why does our love feel so cold lately...
i just want to feel how i felt just one month back
you are the only reason i feel so _____ about.

i just want to sleep, i am sick&tired of expecting things to change btw us ):

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we're fine already! (:

thanks baby! <3

ain't christina aguilera hot?????!!!!
i'd commit murder to get a figure like that! LOLS
ok, school has started and it is so not exciting at all
had assignments and assignments being given out to us and we are like running on a trackmill way too fast for us!
i think i'll be the first to fall off the trackmill
anyhoos, what to do? ENDUREEEE!!!

i so cannot wait for saturday to come!
FOOD & ALCOHOL, what else can be more divine than these?
hahas
i'm sucha glutton
saturday's yaoyi's bday and it'll be baby & his friends all celebrating tgt (:
staying over at bb's hse as well! =D
so cannot wait!

leeling said that my blog is dead, it isn't ok? LOLS
ytd, we headed to imm aft sch for steamboat
went shopping at giant first to add some ingredients to our steamboat.
it's dirt cheap! just $6 per pax!
damn SHIOK
i couldnt slow down eating, i ate so fast that i burnt my tongue! LOLS
it was too good to put down my chopstick and spoon. hahas
BTH can! =P
so dead, i have become such a PIG!
the word food makes me jump up!
am craving for sushi for a long time already, since last friday. HOW?
my mind is filled with food food food & more food!
LIDAT HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT? YOU TELL ME?

i should just go eat shit lahs! hahas

my holidays were mostly spent lazing in the office, if not home, or boy's house
and the only thing we did was to catch some movies (:



last sunday was out with baby& zhixiang weixiang yuanbiao+gf vincent guess what? we caught the movie housebunny together
i didn;t expect to watch such bimbotic movies with a grp of guys
i thought watching it with baby alone was already strange cos most ppl would catch it with our own girlfriends
haha
but who cares, i enjoyed the movie the most out of the entire grp.heehs
as bimbotic as i like it to be (:
anna faris is gorgeous!
headed to thesouprestaurant at paragon with baby & peeps
finallyy i got to try the food there! teehheee
i thought it was good, but baby said that the food was just alright, no big fuss
but i just love it! hahas
went back to bb hse & he KOed cos he was really sick & feeling drowsy all day
poor baby, still sick & i can't do anything to help him ):
i just hope that bb gets well sooon! real soon k!

weeks back, baby&i caught paintedskin at AMKhub, i thought there was gg to be lots of fighting scenes, ended up to be a love story & i was freaking satisfied with the movie cos the love story was sweet&simple (:
so glad tt the husband withstand the seduction of the demon vamp!
& zhaowei is soooooo prettttyyyyy!


anyhooos, i met up with bestie on wednesday aft work! it was pure chatting & catching up
just the 2 of us
simple & pleasant night (:
enjoyed it
& we are so gg to hunt for cheapcheap & goodgood stuff soon!
so going!


and i dread for sch to start, seriously
no longer the same teachers
and i heard the lecturers suck this time round!BOOOO!!!

& all of a sudden, i rmbed tt baby&i, his sis&family are gg to Bangkok aft i graduate!!yayness!
took out my lash extensions & felt freakin naked!
but i am still happy with my own lashes now (:
ok, that's so random!
but i still think that i am addicted to lash extensions! shiat!

daddy's birthday dinner was at the hotel in changi airport, i forgot the name =/
i thinkfeelfind that the food there was good.
anyhoos, i handmade a card for daddy dearest and i am so glad that it did change the environment in the hse a little bit & that it drew me&daddy dearest closer!
i couldnt sleep tt night cos it has been a long time since i last felt so delighted.
so you can imagine me smiling in my sleep (:

& i miss my baby! havent seen him since monday ):

it's daddy's birthday tomorrow

i have thousands of words to say to daddy

but the words just don't come out right

becos we are not a family that shows affection to one another

how i wish

to hug my daddy and say " I love you Daddy!" like how I used to when I was young

i am only good at making him upset and worried

never once done anything to make him happy

and I know he is always caught in between
sigh,

I wish that things didnt have to turn out this way

all I want is a happy family

perhaps that is only possible when I leave this family

now, all that I wish for is for Daddy to be happy always
Happy Birthday, my dearest Daddy! (: