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Saturday, December 16, 2006

am suppose to be copying some law ppts but am too excited about tonight to do anything else!

i'm flying off to KOREA~!
wahahahas

ok.i wasnt very keen on going korea initially. i was more keen on going australia after sec3 when i went there w/ my besties! great fun and great place w/ great food and great ppl~!

and maybe bangkok where i wanna shop till i drop
i'm in a real good mood to do some real shopping now... wait a minute.
i always feel this way every single day of my life..

LOLS

i simply LOVE SHOPPING!!! ahhhh

sad to say.ppl have been telling me korea's stuff are expensive
SHITS!!!

hais.and i'll be missing all the christmas shoping deals! which are great deals

that day i saw MANGO having sales w/ half price stuffs but wtf.. i was penniless lahs

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so frustrated abt this shopping issue

who is amelia w/o shopping??? =(

anyway. am excited to go korea only w/ the shopping i've done w/ mummy a few months back.
shopping for winter clothes rocks.butt at the same time boring coz i keep seeing nice clothes that arent suitable for winter.. BOO!

and i'm excited abt visiting LOTTE WORLD wahhaas. i'll be screaming my ass off from those thrilling rides!!!

ok. i gotta get hold of myself =)

am so gonna miss so many ppl back here - - - - BABY BOY, leeling, zhihui-in shanghai now, mandy the kanchiong spider who message me bon voyage yesterday LOLS, but heys she's a real sweet and wild girl... meiqi who is a philosopher on the idea of having kidney aches coz u wear a tight pants.. LOLS.

i'll miss SISTA masam...no presents from cameron highlands but i cant promise any from korea either lahs. heard it's super expensive there. mayb i'll buy you kimchi..WAHAHAHS. super auntie. imagine getting caught at the customs for bringing kimchi back to singapore since its very strict in the airports now.SUPER HTROW FACE! lols

BABY BOY--- weis.dont sad k..i'm only going there for a week. not forever.and i sure will miss you. please be good and remember the promises you made to me k. BEHAVE!
take good care of urself.when i come back i hope you'll stop coughing and stop SMOKING!
and i'm gonna miss you so..especially when i'm up in the mountains which i heard its frreezing cold when i need the warm hug of urs. and i'm so scared i'll become a frozen PIG ahhhs! baby. take care of urself while i'm away. and dont think too much abt ur troubles.wait for me o be back and we'll face them together once again ok? i love you baby. but i dun like the worried and troubled you. so be happy and must jiao ta shi di k. MUACKKKS missing you right now and until i come back to spend christmas!

the tot of xmas rocks. even though i noe i may not have any pressies (HINT)but it's alright. all i want is for my baby to be trouble free and for us to be happy always and for me to be hardworking! =))

you and me together forever
never apart
maybe in distance
but never in heart

i love you lao gong~!!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

hmmm.. ALL's FINE PEOPLE
so dont worry abt me.
i'm now happy and satisfied w/ my life..

well..not quite~!
=pp

first..CHRISTMAS is COMING!!
so how can i not have a list of stuffs i want?
but then again..i havent been a good girl lately..but for the entire year..overall..i'm quite well-behaved

so how?

who cares.
i'll still draw up my list of things i want~!

GUCCI bag (ya..wait long long also don't have)
BEBE top
GUESS top
GUESS white skirt
a cocktail dress which covers all my FATS~!
LOSE LOTS and TONS OF WEIGHT ( this is the ultimate thing i want)
CASH of course
happy family
happiness w/ him
great friends (i guess i already have tt but i wish to maintain that =)
GOOD GRADES

but first of all.. i need DETERMINATION to get the things that i want! and of course..sweet friends. wahahahas. =x
and if i LOSE LOTS OF WEIGHT
i can wear anything in the world w/ no fear of showing my FATS~!

therefore i want everyone around me to encourage me

DUTY ROSTER----
friends in school >>
please disuade me from eating snacks make sure you only see me eat once in school..not twice~!


I REALLY NEEDA LOSE WEIGHT
i dont wanna be a fat 17 girl =((

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

maybe i'm greedy
maybe i'm selfish
maybe i just wanted more love than you could ever give
maybe i'm just not enough for you
maybe i just wanted more love that's all
maybe your love for me was not enough for me

but one thing's for sure.
i'm sorry
and all these made me realise what a bitch i am
and i really do love you

i've lied a thousand times and i know you'll never trust me again

but believe me when i say I LOVE YOU
and that i really didn't mean to hurt you