If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

i would melt if this song is ever sung to me :/

why is it that whenever i am trying my best to do something for someone,
i end up pissing them off?

i am tired of doing things that is not done for myself
i am tired of not being able to do what i wish to do

i am tired being home and feeling invisible
i am tired of disappointing my parents to please the other important person

i have tried my best to please both sides
but why do i always end up pissing them off together?

i am sorry
perhaps, i am just a failure
i don't deserve my family
and i don't deserve you

i know i have told a million lies
so it is impossible for you to believe me even when i am telling the truth
i understand
that's why all i can say is
i don't deserve anyone
i am sorry

is it true when they say that no one can remain as a couple after years together
if they do not move on to the next level - marriage?

is it really the end for us?
sigh

whatever the outcome,
i'll gladly receive my punishment
because i don't wish to fight anymore

i really miss my bestie ):
how i wish we could see each other every single day!same school but yet so far away ):

i hope bestie's doing fine
her birthday celebration: 15th July 2008

her bf surprised her with a bbq cum pot-luck dinner (:

meeting her up like finally! (: so cannot wait!

why do i feel so fragile again
as fragile as how i felt in the past

14th august 2008
CHEN MEI MEI'S 19th birthday celebration

headed down to JEC for pizza hut lunch (:
just a simple celebration, hope she had a nice time
and hope she likes the gift everyone of us got for her (:

peektures time!







happy 19th birthday darling! (:
stay pretty and auntie always! hahas

because exams are killing me inside,

i dyed my hair black (: LOLS

back from my genting&KL trip AGAIN?! (:

left in the morning of 5th august and back on the 8th of august.

yes, casino and all and we lost money

only the other couple with us hit the jackpot!

so envious lahs, when will i hit the jackpot? ):

anyhooos, my dream came true, i finally visited a JUICY COUTURE shop!

i know tt sounds bimbotic, but i was really nervous abt entering the shop

and it felt so great to be true lahs!

bought something, a RM150 umbrella. LOLS

no way i'm gonna use it.

bought a pair of slippers cos my shoe was a joke?hahas

and a longchamp coin purse (:

just three items and i'm really pleased with my loots.

i couldnt help looking at the juicy couture shopping bag and smile to myself.

LOLS!

a sinful trip? not only did we lose money, i didnt study when my exams are like on the following tuesday? somebody tell me i'm cool please? lols

stayed at hotel theme park this time round, when i was at the lobby looking at the pictures of their room, i was really seriously turned off. their beds looked so black and smelly lahs
but to my surprise, the room was so much better than in the pictures, i guess they upgraded their room aft so many years (:
my baby's sis' friend and husband went with us this time round. they're a fun grp of people and we reckon that they'll make a great holiday khaki? (: