was looking at pictures in my comp and i saw many pictures from the past.
i miss my playful self.
though i had to pay a price for it
it was really relaxing and less taxing on me.

well, as one gets older, she has to get serious
and that comes with stress and responsibility.
i wish i was that same old rebellious and playful girl back then
but i know i'll hurt those who love me deeply.
back then, life was so carefree

i wanna feel that same old carefreeness again!

i havent changed much in terms of looks or maybe i'm fatter lahs!
but i felt better in the past about myself even though i was a bum then.

so what if i do well in school? i dont really feel happy. i wish i could just let myself fail but i know i cant.


we were so young then =)

on your birthday,
i said what i wanted to say
but there was no reply.

came by your profile and it hit me
that i was so foolish
how can i ever be compared to people whom you grow up with?

when i found no traces of me in it,
just people whom you treasure since young.

i felt silly

so what? its fun t be noisy!

hmmm...i'm glad you finally understand why we're always noisy in class

plainly cos it's fun and nth else :)

am glad that you're feeling the fun

random posts :)

been feeling fat, fat and fat and even more fat lately! BOO! =(

DHR award ceremony
the recent wednesday =)



i swear i love this girl to bits!
she is so bubbly and she has like friends everywhere and anywhere!
and i do mean everywhere!
she waves to people non-stop
can't help it but she's really funny and cute to resist!

the previous wednesday
slacking day for us
headed to IMM aft school for fish&co
the outlet there was for jokers
the waiters there were super funny
they keep saying the wrong things and had their tongue tied all the time





went to one HKcafe there cos i had cravings for milk tea =)
met my boy and we headed down to alexndra to get daddy;s birthday pressie!
daddy's birthday dinner at meritus mandarin
i love the seafood section to bits!
and i found a new fav food: raw oysters!
it tastes so much better than those with fried omelettes
last saturday
fetched brother from his workplace and we headed to sim lim to look at laptops
am planning to get one
but left empty handed cos i couldnt make up my mind =/
had dinner at one korean restaurant near bugis
didnt get to try their steamboat cos everyone was full from eating rice
i love my kimchi rice =)
and i made a promise to myself to go back there to try their steamboat
friday: 12th october 2007
CT practical
had loads of fun fixing and bolting metal frames together
we all went high bolting and dismantling
lionel did funny stuffs like putting the bolts through the hole upside down
and amin could only insert into holes and nothing else
some dirty jokes by leeling
we all looked like hardworking bangalas =)
the outcome was satisfying though!




i desperately need alcohol now! need to satisfy this craving of mine, but no alcohol to be found at home! argh!

i want someone who just wants to be near me,
to whisper in my ear, to hold my hand,
to put my hair back behind my ear when it falls front,
to wrap me in his arms,
and tell me he loves me.