yes.i'm back.proudly requested by sam to update my blog.
sam.u free i not free k?..lols
ok.
i've been going to sch lately.yeahs.made a few friends.but not tt close.i dun open up to just anyone u noe.so yeahs.didnt go to sch on tuesday.couldnt wake up.hais.yesterday was flag day.poof.super sians la.so many KIAM SIAP ppl in singapore ok.it's all retribution coz i always run when i see someone holding a can.now..ppl also SIAM mi.lols.=((
total collection only $8.60.so u see wat i mean??..
was feeling down yesterday..coz dear going into army next friday.so fast can!!
firstly..the fact tt i noe he'll be worrying abt mi all e time he's in there makes mi worry more.i really want him to go into army with a happy and relaxed mindset.only den will he enjoy army better.else it'll be tormenting for him.hais.and dear always sick.i scared he in army sick den cough only e sir don;t let him rest.hais.i scared he so picky on food.later not nice then he dun eat den he hungry.how??..somemore no maggie mee de lehs.=((.
dear.i won't ZHAO SAI one lohs.hais.y wud i?somemore my class no YANDAO all e more u shouldnt worry right?i say no YANDAO means no YANDAO lohs.hais.i'm too sad to even ZHAO SAI you lahs.u think i tt free mehs?i CHIONGing for my university ok!no time for another guy lahs.having u is enuff to make mi busy and KAN CHEONG le.u think i'll go find one more to make myself busy ah?i not tt free ok..and i'll miss u badly.='((
hais.for e past few days dear has been fetching mi to sch even thou he was tired.sorry dear.but each time i wake up in e morning.noe u'll be coming to fetch mi motivates mi to move my ass and go brush my teeth and not fall back to sleep.hais.sorry but i'm all so touched too!kekes.i guess i have to get used to waking up and going to sch alone..travelling the long journey to sch all alone.=))
havent been chatting with dear lately coz no time.we meet almost everyday but we always TALK COCK! very long no heart to heart talk le.den i reach home wanna slp le coz scared next day cant wake up.=((.i badly need to chat!so here i am chatting away all by myself in e wee hours.lols.=x
anyhow.i missing my dear now...hope dear wakes up n chat with mi.talk cock also can.i just cant stand e fact tt we nv chat on e phone althou we've been talking to one another face to face evryday.lols.=x
and i havent seen dearest jamie since sch started.thou in same sch but like so far away..coz she is right at e other side of e poly.=((.anyhow.jam.cheer up ok.no matter wat.i support u.but dont do anything with anger coz u'd come to realise tt it's not wat u wanted things to be and u'll realise tt u made e wrong move.one wrong move can destroy something precious.=)).i so wanna go attend MR n MRS CHAN's wedding ok!kekes.jamie.dun worry abt smt tt hasnt happen can?lols.ur friends may be just as nice as they are now!don't so worried ok?only make ur life difficult.actually.i dun intend to make much friends or close friends.coz i think only tis way can i always be there for u.sorry lately no time for u coz my dear going army le.must spend as much time possible with him mahs.=))
i guess making friends to mi not very important.just need a friend but i dun think i need a close or best friend.coz already got u mahs.best friend have one is enuff le.mayb u think i KAY SIAO romantic with u.but it's true lahs.see no need in making another close friend.=)).no matter how close cant be compared to u de ah.=)) plus my STUDIES are my main PRIORITY!kekes
i wonder how sam is doing now.she sounds fine to mi but i noe she keeps things to herself.ya.so..for safety purpose.sam..if u're feeling down just tell urself this is a journey u have to walk alone coz no one else can help u.coz all of us are standing by e side of e road cheering for u!and i noe i hardly say this to u.but.i love you too ok?=))
ok.shall end here.quite boring hor my entry.TOO BAD! coz i like! BAHS!and these are e things on my mind now.if u're not mentioned den sorry.lols.no lahs.everyone is kept in my heart only depends on who takes up more space nia.=ppso everyone has a part of my <3.hehes.must be honoured hor!lols.
so sians.i need to go sch!!!goodbye!
i miss u all.i so miss u all.i very miss u all.i so very miss everyone.ok ok.end here.
i miss everyone! =pp =x
