backies~!

return from genting last night..
went there on our month-sary..kekes.21st feb.took a super relaxing coach there and the damn hotel no bath tub.dear upset..lols.we reach there already 2.30pm lidat..we slept till evening den went for a super expensive dinner lahs.kana cheated can!went to shop ard.dear bought a my melody bag for his niece.jealous!i also want!!he bought shirts for his dad n himself.went to snow world.had ice-cream in there and nth much in der.was super cold tt dear bth went out awhile den went back in.lols.we bought snacks back to our room.den go back hotel orgh orgh le.
22nd feb.
woke up at 6.30am.bathed headed out for breakfast..dim sum!!nort bad lahhs.wanted to go for cable car ride but the wind too strong cannot sit.=((.went to play arcade den go for outdoor theme park rides le.the weather was so fine lahs.took the spiderman ride.the cyclone.the spinner.corkscrew.go-kart.had marrybrown for lunch.the chicken so damn skinny lahs.under-nourished!
went to play bowling aft lunch n billard which i lost terribly.i duno how to play lahs.went back to outdoor theme park den headed back to our room for a nap.woke up for dinner at resort cafe.the teh tarik so nice lahs.got pasta to eat some more.i think it was the best meal there le.went to play indoor rides.bumper car.ferris wheel.euroXpress.and watched the 4d show.went back to room wanted to slp.watched harry potter den went downstairs at 2.30am and had no where to go.all shops closed le.went back to room play dai-dee and 21dots??lols.i lost miserably can!played it on our way back to sg in the coach.owe dear 11 000..lols.so sad can.lols.dear went to slp and i watched cartoon till i fell asleep
23feb
woke up at 10plus.went to sit cable car.shopped ard and saw this.just when u tot to urself..wat a nice adidas bag..



it became a DIDA bag..


why in the world did they take out the other letters leaving dida???lols.crapshit can.such a stupid name.adidadas still can understand..dida??wtf!
i bought a lv pouch.cute??



went back up and wewent back to our rooms to pack up.went to starbucks to relax and had my dosage of caramel frap aft one yr i guess?!i broke my promise to drink it only when i weigh 43kg..=((.i cudnt resist it lahhs.bleahhs.


my period came lohs and it was like freaking pain.during the first stop.i went to vomit lahs.i always feel like vomitting whenever my period comes lohs.damn er xin can!anyhow i'll post more pics from my trip once i get them frm dear!
reached singapore 9.30pm and slept till this afternoon.cook lunch for mummy and went back to slp.lols.woke up for dinner and slept a bit.jam called and i know she missed mi.i miss u too.hahas.seeing her tmr.


oh yahs.i had a hard time squeezing my beloved toy into my luggage tt i decided to take a bigger one.


her name is kapo.bought her frm shanghai and she is my beloved.



why??she likes to slp like mi.


she can climb windows


and she has a perky ass!



the best thing is.she does everything with a smile.see wat i mean?


how can i not love her?? lols.

met jam on 20feb.went to j8 and we had sushi.bought this top


frm ebase which i'm so troubled over wat to wear it with to cover my heavy fat arms..=((how..sadness fills mi.i wanna be slim~!!!!

wees! i'm back~!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt sleep from saturday tooooooo sunday..12thfeb..met dear in orchard..walked ard looking for a small gift for his elder sis..needa thank her for helping mi with my horrible math! i've got a b3 can!!!i bought a kapo hp pouch! so cute can!


went to for haagen daz ice-cream damn nice can!!! lols..lalalas..but sinful..damn..so fat le still dare to eat..tsk tsk tsk... =((
here's our sinful meal..anyhow it was fantabulous can!!my mixed flavours..the rum raisin was superb!!slurp~!

dear's new york brownie was wonderful too!


left for his hse after tt den went to my ah mah's hse for dinner coz it was yuan xiao jie~!!kekes
monday..nth much..went to meet jam for the singapore poly's open hse..kaos..i was sleeping lahs when ii was already suppose to be in bishan..heng jam so patient wait for mi..llols..sorry neh..went home straight coz dearest jam need to go home for her sista~!well..feeling sad..first..feel least confident on getting into SP..liewx..they got attachment to disneyland can!!!my dearest dream ever..it wud be good if i enter SP!!!fufil muhh dream lohs..well u see i'm not vehh rich lahhs.america is damn far too..mama and papa cannot take the long journey lohs..but i can!!! i can tahan!!!haiz..just wish i'll get into it and further my studies in a established foreign university..forgot wat's its name..lols..=PP


VALENTINES' DAY <33s
hmmm..nth much..oh yahs..forget to mention tt i cut my fringe!!regretted lohs..hais..but nvm lah..it'll grow=))


meet dear in the evening at causeway point aft his work!kekes..was happy initially but we had some unhappiness over my ugly fringe..lols..well..all's well now..we went to thomson rd for hongkong cuisine..eat till so shiok can!!have been feeling down..worried abt not entering SP lohs..and unhappy with my fats..lols..and yet i ate so much..tsk tsk tsk..ppl who dun have a sweet or romantic bf..pls stay home on this day ...why???coz u'll feel so damn stress walking on te streets w/o any flower in ur hands lohhs..the charrboorrrrs will give u tt haolian look lohs..puii~hate tt man!
arghhh~!!!ok..nvm abt tt..we had cheese prata aft the wholesome dinner!! whooahhs!felt great then but guilty till now..lols..dear almost forgot to pay for the prata..lols..mah lu lohs.wakakakas..went his hse den i went home..

wednesday..15feb
went out with dearest jam..to town..went to collect my commission from the love potion..my boss like hinting mi to work for her again wors..but tttoooo badddd~! who ask her fire mi???lols..
had a wild and crazy time with jam lohhs..if there isnt anyone else ard..i think she might even roll on the floor lohs..siao charbor lohs..lols..so fun lahhs.enjoy tt day vehh much..! cant wait for another day out with my dearest jamie..lols..ki siao number one ahh..lols..just when i tot i was crazy..she was worst~! lols.but cute lahhs..lols..oh yahhs..we saw this fat middle age lady wearing a huge tshirt which was apparently still too small for her..she was wearing tt alone and was sitting down with her legs open..damn err xin lohhs...puii~!!!almost vomit..everyone else's reaction was like <<>>lols..damn errr lahhs


thursday stayed home..rottt and rottt and rottt

today woke up with the return of my terrible flu!! so miserable lohhs..!!! hais..
anyhow..i'm going tuh genting with my dear~!!!mummy n daddy noe i going le and they allow too~! wakakas.hope all will go well~!bubye..heading for tv..or maybe slp..coz just had medicine..lols~! yesh i'm a pig!!

whooo!
back from my auntie's hse..in ghim moh..
great food there..played with the little ones..so adorable can!
here's me with alethia..


melissa(my cousin) with alethia..


the shy amanda..all these are candid shots of her!






the cranky yet funny and cute ryan


me and ryan..


i noe i look fat la ok i am fat..lols..plus tired..so didnt wear contact lens..
they're all siblings..ryan the oldest..followed by amanda then alethia..
reached home..watched the vcd..only one disc..was not bad.quite funny..
i slept for almost 17 hrs today..still sick..alept the entire day away..i'm kinda worried tt i may not get into the poly course tt i want..scared not with jam lehh..her results better than mine..anyhow..i wish her the best and i wish for the best!!tatas..heading to bed now..again..lols

i'm on cloud 9 now even thou my results weren't amazing but i'm satisfied and contented..=))god answered my prayers and no words can describe how thankful i am to him..i'm so lucky..mummy said tt i was blessed by one of my ill uncle who is very old..she said when tt happens..it means i'm really being blessed!i'm so thankful towards everyone around me.
slept at 4am last night..cudnt slp..woke up at 7am to go to dear's hse wanted to take his digi cam so can take pics with nchs friends but in the end forgot..dear didnt give me cross stitch coz he said it was a failure..it's ok dear..i'm glad enough to know tt u bothered to do one for mi!=))he bought a white gold chain for mi coz i have a pendant but no chain mahhs..and vcd!!so tt i can watch when he's slping..

packaging also vehh pretty..




the vcd..new show..havent watched it..will give u guys a review on it aft i've watched it=))




tt's my vday gifts from him..
happy!went home aft meeting dear..reached home..help mummy iron a few clothes den headed out at 11.30 to meet jam..we took cab to sch to have chu mee fen!fabulous i tell u..all the teachers keep warning mi abt my hair..say cant take results liddat end up also nth happen..hengs!my batch did better than the previous and the entire sch was like so proud of us lohs..=))here's a pic with mrs kang-my geography teacher..she's expecting her third child!!hope she gets well soon n have a healthy and chubby baby!!hopefully it'll be a girl..just as she wished for!


jam!i'm so glad i could graduate together with u..i tot i was going to be left behind in tears..=))..so glad we've come this far together!i'm proud of u like how proud u are of me!!!hope we get to the same poly course k..

but dear jam..hope u'll think thru carefully.if u enter poly.u must chhiong k..since it's ur dream to go into U..i support u k?!u can do it de..only if u put ur heart and mind to it!!dun coz of a challenge then u choose to go poly and end up regreting coz i believe u can survive JC if u put ur heart to it.but if u cant handle it.just join me in poly k?..even if u choose JC..i wun be sad..i'll be happy for u tt u've found ur directions...!but i still hope we'll remain as besties always.
we must go holidays together..go crazy together k..today really feel so graduated~!!!thanks for always being there! muahhs


to end my blog for the day..here's mi in sch uniform!i'm glad i can still fit into it~!=))very nostalgic feeling wors..so long since i wore it..kekes


ok tatas..going to my nai nai's place for dinner~!!!

i've been ill since dono when..feeling like a piece of shit~!
supposed to meet jam to go back nchs for chu mee fen and meet up with teachers on tuesday..but i'm still so ill..
having fever..headache..flu and sore throat!!
sspent the whole day at home on monday..doing smt for my dear for vday~!
it looks pretty from far..but a little messy when near..
lai lai..see wat i made for him=))..



chio hor??lols..oh..i bought a little something for him too cost me a bomb k..well not really but for a girl who isnt working it sure is considered expensive lohs..
dear said he making mi a cross stitch..coz i always say.."always make for ppl..but no one make for mi de"
so sweet right..althou i cant imagine seeing a guy do sewing..but i sure am touched~!

dear n i planning to go on a holiday..actually wanna go bintan de..but daddy say there very dangerous coz got those muslim riots..wanted to go malaysia and genting but tt wud mean i have to take bus..take bus..mummy n daddy bring mi to take coach tt time wat if they saw dear..den die le..i no nid to go le..only way is to stop my parents from sending mi der lohs..

oh yeahs..met dear yesterday and gave him his vday pressies le..i veh kan cheong lahhs..lalalas..went to plaza singapura last night to get him this..!waited alone for one hour ok..for the engraving stuff..nice??!!yeahs..this is the expensive thing i was talking abt earlier on..=PP..

in case u dono wat it is..it's a pair of couple rings..=))
not veh clear..here's the magazine's pic


the packaging vehh nice too~!


here's our old rings





just as i was watching tv today..some noise came from outside..and mummy n daddy were like little kids..so excited..it's the chingay watever vehicles..they were so excited tt they asked mi to take pics of those flowery vehicles..lols






craps..gonna get my o level results in less than 24hrs!i cant sleep..i'm so nervous and scared!
may god bless me..all i need is 17 points..best is 16 lo..=))

back~!
back frm dear's hse..supposed to go town today but dear tired plus no mood..coz he failed his motor test..out of 45 ppl..only one passed lohs..how can they be so mean and strict de..liddat how ppl pass..make ppl fail den keep paying money..liddat then they can earn isit??..hais..i tot today can pei dear go buy bike le who knows the test so strict de..no my dear lousy k..is the examiner strict hor..
watched i not stupid too..! nice!such a sad show yet vehh close to heart!
ichiban~!!!

my new blogskin nice hor..got madonna in it..wahaha..

btw..i tot she changed her name to esther???anw..madonna is so her lahs..wat stupid esther name..sound so ordinary..

ok..so Os coming out on the 10th????!!!! wtf!..honestly i believe i wudnt do well..
firstly..i dono y..while preparing for Os..geography didnt ring a bell to mi at all!
2ndly..i think i was drained from my prelims..

oh well..just have to waste more money to go to a private sch..either tt..or..i hope for a miracle to happen so tt i can get into poly courses tt i want!muahaha..like tt's ever going to happen..unless the guy above dotes on mi tt much tt he's willing to give mi a chance to work hard!i promise lohs..i swear i'll work damn hard if i ever get enuff points to enter any tourism courses in any poly lohs..y am i so into management???i dono..i just got the fetish for it..hahas..oh man..how i wish tt my wish will ever come true..=))..i'lll be grinning even when i slp ok..but i guess i wudnt b able to slp on the 9th..my auntie even ask mi to email her my results coz she'd be back in shanghai by then..i'm so stressed..she must be expecting gd results..i'm afraid to disappoint her..she's so concerned for mi..but i guess i'll disappoint her further if i decide to quit studying..i'll nv quit studying!i dun wanna work..i dun wanna be just a poor salesgirl..i wanna be at least a hotel manager!

if it doesnt happen..it goes to show how serious the guy above is in wanting me to be more serious and have more determination and focus in my life..!i shant blame anyone..but myself..and i shant blame myself for long coz i noe..no point blaming myself..just make the best out of wat's given to mi..i promise to make the best out of wat's given to mi..i'll give my very very best if i ever get into a poly tourism course!!!! u see how determined i am..aint kidding here ok..! i'm darn serious!

went to ngee ann poly open hse today with my dear jam.havent seen her for ages..she look so tired n worn out..her sch lah..torture my jam till liddat..tsk~!
saw many destiny classmates..all looking fine and well! happy for them..i can see tt they'll be getting good results..i can see it!went to town aft tt..took pics..shop ard and valentines' day is coming!

i've got my first pay..but wat can i get for him??shirt..pants..hais..so boring yet practical..i wanna give him smt special lehhs..how..any suggestions??!!jam..sorry..first pay treat u to eat cheap stuff..lols..got chance and if still got money i qing u eat other things la..kekes..

so fast wors..i'll be 17 this yr..no longer sweet sixteen..damn~! anyway..ppl had sweet sixteens with a slim body..me????with layers of fat..not at all sweet..in fact...fat sixteen ahh

down with a flu now..since yesterday..didnt slp a wink last night..so xin ku n now i cant slp..xin ku again!dear is addicted to mahjong..has no time for mi..didnt even ask if i'm ok..hais..but nvm..i'm strong~!muahahaha..
saw sam at far east..she looks fine n contented..happy for her..had tis nostalgic feeling..as thou we had been close all these while..we nv had quarrels..like nth happened btw us at all lo..great feeling..and she said AJ went to her shop! arrrggghhhh~! i dui bu qi BSB..i didnt bid them farewell outside their hotel..i didnt buy $160 tix for their concert when i cud..i'm so sad..but no matter wat..i still love them..hope they know it even thou i didnt show it..=PP



you see my view from $70 seat..see wat sai???


i cud have gotten this view..


hais..sorry my dear bsb..=((

28th jan 2006
went for reunion dinner..it's great to have my cuzzies back from shanghai on tis very reunion day~!the dinner wasnt the main thing for tt night..it was the company..all family members seated together aft such a long time~!jam called and wish mi happie CNY ..so sweet of her and told mi abt her indian cuisine reunion dinner..so cute lohs.first time heard of it lehhs..anyway..hope she had fun!
i slept late cudnt slp..must shou ye mahs..lols..guess not many ppl know abt shou ye..it's a tradition for children to stay up late so tt their parents will have a long life! but of coz i wasnt shou ye-ing..i just cudnt get to sleep..mayb it's the tot of ang bao tt's causing it..lalalas

29th jan 2006
went to my nai nai hse..slacked der..watch tv..eat den went home..coz no where to go..went out again to my late ah gong's sister's hse..had steamboat there..i dono y..but every yr..i'll be eagered to go der for the prawns..they're the tastiest..! left for my ah mah's hse after tt..by late evening..the hse was packed with abt 50 ppl..?lols..my ah mah's 90 yrs old ok..many many generations de wors..lols..
wat did i wear??nth special..fat ppl have a limit to the things they can wear u see..lols..

30th jan 2006
went to my nai nai's friend's hse..chatted and left for my nai nai hse..had lunch n went home..slept till the next morning..

31st jan2006
meet dear..went to watch fun with dick n jane..nice show..but i wudnt say it was terrific lahhs..normal show..went to his friend's hse den..had steamboat n got frightened by dogs..screaming my ass off..i stilll havent overcome my fear of dogs

1st feb 2006
meet dear..had breakfast with him and went to his hse den went to his auntie's hse accompany him for his mahjong session..played with his baby cousins..went back to his hse at night den went home le..lols..


cant believe it..O level result releasing in 2 weeks time..well i still remember my new yr resolution..just make the best out of wat is given to me by the man above whom i believe will give mi wat i deserve! =))
cleaned my room coz was bored and yes..my room is clean!wakakaka~!i shall be changing my blog skin..and i wonder..y doesnt anyone tag mi??no tags den i shant have any tagboard le..only dear jam tags mi..sadness~! ='(