every now and then,
i think about the fship lost
but i try to believe that things took place for the better

saw this somewhere, it really hit me and comforted me♥

There are people who can walk away from you.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

People leave you because they are not joined to you.

And if they are not joined to you, you can’ t make them stay.

it just means that their part in the story is over.

And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over

so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead.

You’ve got to know when it’s dead.

time to save up for my 21st?
this place looks so chio SO CHIO!
like those parties from mtv's sweet sixteen
though i am never gonna be 16 again
this party loooks doopppepe!

imagine ktv, gaming, food & alcohol all in one place, on the move
i am going gaga over this kinda party! (:
ultra glamourous & posh can. xD

never a fan of yacht parties or chalet parties, too normal & kinda expensive too!

should i go:

hongkong with bestie?
beijing with coussie?
thailand with the gang?

asked my dearest daddy and he said to go for all
i will only go if he is sponsoring! x)
who wouldn't want to
omg, if i really get to go for all 3 trips, it'll be a terribly fun december!
i am floating already! hahahaahahhs

but if no sponsors, i will just choose one trip
living alone isn't fun anymore when i have to depend on myself financially
and the worst thing is
i don't know what i spent my money on ):
i find it difficult to ask daddy for moolahhhs after moving out!

anyway, may be changing to a private blog soon
kinda sick of my old blog link

have been thinking a lot these days
about my future and all
I am afraid to choose the paths laid out for me after uni
what if the other path is better?
sighhhh....

16 October 2009

us with juwen!
great catching up with the sisters at garden's happy daze.
gardens changed so much, I feel so farrrr away from home ):

17 October 2009
roadtrip to johor
the traffic there was too shiok for us to take!

singapore's timsum is still better ):

18 October 2009
xiaoping & wenhui's ROM
yours truly made the bride's hair, makeup & nails (:

was a blissful sight seeing a couple tie a knot
when will it be my turn? ):

vincent's birthday
some time back
was quite a night

zx is forever hogging the microphone and
all of us just wanna hit him like vincent did
cos he is so ever-irritating! LOLS

the birthday boy with his seductive eyes!
he was wasted even before the cake came, weak lahhhss!

ending off with vincent's tiko face as the waitress there tried to seduce him by bending real low to show off her cleavage! LOLOLOLOLOLOLS. caught in action can!
thhhheeee faaaaacccceeeeeeee~!

was a long night cos yuanbiao & sheena got into an accident in the tunnel. bf drove while leexiang went down with his bikey to help the couple. The experience of walking along the tunnel with cars zooming past you in high speed is fierce sial! took the couple to sgh, headed to tanglin halt for wanton noodles supper before going home. reach home around 5am?
glad the lovebirds are fine, superficial wounds and a fracture.
hope they have recovered! (:

when bf saw a pair of heels in his boot after that day, he was shocked, thinking i was trying to be funny by throwing a pair of damaged heels in. it was actually sheena's heels. LOLOLOLS
i may be capable of silly acts but not this!

and i can't help but announce how happy i am for my dear friend, though i may be a little late in knowing the news! MASAM is attached and

heard from bestie they're so in love & i am so happy for him!!

caught The Biggest Loser on Hallmark channel
it's amazing to see such transformation

and i teared when I saw how happy and proud of themselves they were.
i guess, i'll never have such determination like them
something I wish I had

this guy here wanted to lose weight cos he has a family
and he was suffering from many health problems due to his weight
and he wants to live longer just for his family!
how sweeeettt!

21st September 2009
6th Anniversary

baby intended to bring me to mt faber for a nice dinner but I wasn't feeling it that day and suggested Indochine at wisma cos I have been wanting to try their tomyumsoup for a long time already. plus, the ambience there is wonderful too (:
the dinner was good, just hope that the tomyum could be spicier!
we walked around and decided to head to a club for a couple of drinks
drove down st james and we were the only ones there on a sunday night, had some drinks since it was earlybird special and the drinks were cheeeappp!
spent a simple anniversary this year because we decided that we have much more to look forward to in the future. it was simple but i am contented
thank you baby!

looking back, we've really come a long way.

gone through thick and thin together
and with all these past experiences with you, I believe we are ready for our future
i thank God for someone who understands me
someone who tolerates my tantrums
someone who stays by my side
someone who loves me no matter what
someone who forgives my mistakes
someone whom I wanna spend my life with (:

spoke to daddy about what happened
he asked me to dry my tears and be strong
to stand up on my own
when I meet someone who tries to bring me down

life goes on
at least now, i can live happily without having to face
all the sarcasm and critiques from anyone
it is a pity a friendship is lost
but memories will be kept
from annual KL trips to crab eating sessions
all will be kept in my heart.
though the thoughts of how you treated me brings a sour feeling to my heart
i will forgive you

daddy said, to let go is to forgive
and if that person is important
i should stand by that person no matter what he/she has done
and always shower them with care and love

and being angry with you won't bring it back
i am willing to go through thick and thin with you,
but all you ever want was to throw sarcasms at me and not make it work.
you have been a close friend of mine
and I know letting go of this friendship won't be easy
but i know there is no point holding on when the feeling is not reciprocated

i am glad to have my dearest daddy by my side to cheer me on, my boyfriend to comfort me and friends who truly care for me. you know who you are! (: i am blessed!
a friend send me this song today, and it warmed my heart. thank you love!

Had a great day out with bestie, sam & sharon
poured my heart out and they emphatized with me
the conclusion is that, all of us work differently and should never try to impose your style on others.
or perhaps, bestie and gang together with me have the same way of doing stuffs
that's why we've never quarrelled over schoolwork.
in fact, i remember bestie asking me to go to school during O level days
i used to attend school twice a week and it's always bestie telling me to go back to school
so we could spend time together! (:
awww! how i miss those youthful days! ):
though all of us have grown up, it's awesome that we are still on the same frequency as one another and we still have lots to talk about.
i guess when the environment becomes more and more competitive, it's more difficult to have an encouraging friend by your side.
thank you darlings!
today's time spent together was so short and we had to bid each other goodbye when
we still have so much things left unsaid
but it was great catching up with one another's life!
more meetups please!

after all that has happened, what matters the most is those friends who stayed on no matter what. and I am truly thankful for them!

sharon with her PIXIE hair!

sam & i were wearing the same top, just in different colours
the chumeefen gang, once again! (:
sharon never fails to make us laugh like crazy women! LOLOLOLS

sharon! tsk!!!

we love sephora!

meet little javier!
he is getting more intelligent day by day
sometimes really naughty!
but still as cute as ever (:
and baby bought a car lately! life's so much different with a vehicle
now, I am more driven to get my license xD

5th-6th September 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!
spent a night at an awesome boutique hotel
celebration with his peeps over at some pub along boat quay (:

i must have a bathtub in my house in future, i must have a bathtub in my house,
i must have a bathtub in future!

dinner over at zhou's kitchen, awesome chinese dishes
and we sworn to return the next time for buffet (:

this should be my job, zhixiang! stupid asss!!! and baby smiling ear to ear upon seeing his "mistress"

happy birthday dear (:

zhixiang totally sucked at indian poker

penis(don't ask me why he's called that) , baby & ivan

we were half awake and half asleep, waiting for morning to come
so we could head down for breakfast!

the swimming pool could be seen from the restaurant,
imagine someone witnessing another farting in the pool, while eating???!!

the breakfast was shiokk, we killed many chickens
cos 6 eggs were consumed just for breakfast! but i love the congee best (:

ended the celebration with a buffet dinner at holiday inn along orchard? was not bad, but i prefer swissotel better (: maybe it's the ambience lahs. we visited the new shopping mall Ochard Central which was a disappointment! ):
it was great spending time with baby, even if it's just walking around town (:

anyway, I am glad to have spent 6 birthdays with babylove! and am sure counting onto many years ahead. hope baby enjoyed his birthday (: you know I love you deep deep!