ytd sunday was out with baby, his momsy, jerie & javier cutie
headed to clarke quay cos i needed to get my brows trimmed badly
had lunch at a japanese restaurant run by cheeennaa ppl
so you can imagine the standard of the food,

anyhoos, it was baby's mummy's treat (:
she's the only rich one now, baby & i have declared bankruptcy
trimmed brows and they went to purchase some pastries at basement
headed to iguana for my margarita, ordered a macho margarita & no one wanted to share it with me ):
huge lahs, but nice!!!!
headed back to baby's hse after fetching his sis home
sorry baby, i can't believe i actually thought of letting go
for the first time in 5 years, i am truly touched by your encouragement and concern (:
thanks for coming in the middle of the night & i am glad i finally told you my problems
thanks for being here (:

and i wanna say a big thank you to my lovelies for all the xmas presents,
and thank you jerie for the necklace, i'm so sorry i didnt get you anything this xmas =x i owe you one k
blackout from baby & circus from leeling, hot pink bear bank from chen mei mei
and all the mushy cards i received, really didnt expect to receive such heartfelt cards
the cards were the best presents
thanks kiwi for your card & chocolate
mandy, thanks for the hershey kisses
i swear my lovelies are out to get me 5 ulcers in a roll with all the chocos (:

this xmas, i received the most gifts which i did not expect cos usually, it's only me & baby exchanging presents. thank you sweeties (: love ya!

night out with my sexy ariana
did nothing but just walking around and we caught a movie!
an uber lame movie that left only the 2 of us laughing in the theatre.
thedaytheearthstoodstill. it was such a green campaign movie lahs
anyhoos, we walked around and chatted and chatted and chatted away
it was not a very PHOTO TAKING day
we were not on form man! ):
but it was great to meet her this holiday! (=

i believe that's what baby was shouting inside when HE FREAKING PASSED HIS DRIVING TEST!
i think it must be my nail lahs, hahas
anyway, when i saw baby's sms telling me that he passed, i was feeling like homer above! =B
i had a gut feeling that he would pass this time round, i dono why too
but yayness!
just hope baby will treasure his driving license and not take it for granted like his motor license! =D

wished i had more time on hand
wished there'll be 48 hrs a day
been really tired and drained
been down with the flu bug, sleeping 12hrs didn't make things any better
i know everyone's tired and stressed with homework & FYP
i have been doing my part too, just that i haven't got time to fly to school
& how i dread the 1.5hr journey to school
sigh, if only i could be split into 3 parts
one part for family
one part for baby
& one part for my friends
i have used this holiday to spend more time with my family
and i'm glad, mummy&i finally talked
just like friends, we need to spend time with our parents so as to know them better and to keep up with the relationship
sorry if i have neglected my dear friends and terribly sorry for not turning up for FYP. I'll settle the other 2 tutorials to atone for not being as active in FYP, to lighten your load.

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went over to baby's yesterday cos baby wasn't working & javier baby was in the house!
baby was uber sweet, he went with cutie javier to IMM in themorning just to pack LJS breakfast for me cos it's been like months since i last had it and i have been craving for it! (=

cutie was damn angry and hysteric when baby fought with him over the last sweet left. cutie got so frustrated when baby kept saying that he is gonna eat the last sweet. video it down but not gonna show publicly. haas

we headed out for a short while and ended up quarreling over STUPID issues again! all was well aft that and we headed back to have dinner prepared by his dad.
i left for the wake of my cousin Pastor David

sunday was spent at the funeral, cousin had a burial and was sent off to heaven by 200 over people. the crowd was overwhelming. seeing my auntie and granny crying their eyes out really hurts me and i was really trying hard to stay strong cos i know once i start crying, it'll be difficult for me to stop. i feel the pain of losing a son, a grandson, a husband and a father when i look into the eyes of auntie, granny, his wife and joshua boy.
I guess the only comfort we can possess is that we'll meet again (:

wish i had a pretty xmas tree in my house too =(

it was a day spent with bestie, initial plan was to go for a wake with momsy but it was cancelled due to the King in my hse; brothhher.
met bestie at j8 our old school days spent there, her daddy fetched us home to jam's & i finally saw jam's granny. each time she sees me she'll keep talking about how fair i am (bin beh beh). hahas, i miss her cute granny! & juliababy was home too. i told her i was about to place her photos in mrt stations stating that she went missing. JC robbed her from us! ):
ok, jam&i planned on swimming butbutbut, we ended up in the steambath which was darn shiok man! & thanks darling for the cucumber facial, my face feels ssshiioookk alrdy. and no worries about your hair, you still look fine and just follow your heart, reborn/extensions? you'll look great no matter what (:

yesterday, the lovelies was in my homeground
supposedly doing FYP
but ended up typing a few paragraphs of our reports and then we couldn't stand it any longer, we started crapping & lazing ard
but i still think it was a wonderful day (:

my cousin passed away on this very day
he died of flu which led to a very serious illness
leaving behind his beautiful&cheerful wife, and his really intelligent son
though i am not very close to him, i pray that

God will bless his wife and son
and be with them through this difficult period

life is so fragile, it ends without any warning or signals
leaving no chance for anyone to be prepared for it
treasure those you love
for this instance, i felt like hugging my parents tight and tell them how much i love them

straight aft our last paper, i chionged home for my dearest bed
woke up had cereal & met jamie at city plaza
then down to orchard to meet lovelies
we waited for an hour plus just for dingtaifung
but it was worth it for the xiaolongbao
I AM SO CRAVING FOR IT NOW!!! RIGHT NOW!!!
if only someone can bring me to dingtaifung now for xiaolongbaos (:
walked and shopped ard
and feeling the christmas spirit!
and we spoilt our image, we actually ran to a shop hoping tt it is not close
only to find out tt the dress i wanted is not available anymore ):
spoilt image, and the salesperson even laughed upon seeing us running towards the shop
end up for nth ):
headed to baby's place to ton
he was upset with me for some reasons
but all was well
spent a bomb tt day! *GUILT RIDDEN*

woke up to see cutie pie javier and his bro & sis
i wish i had kids like cutie javier too (:
went to sch for CSW class
and bought lunch back for baby's momsy and the kids
his dad came over to cook lunch for them too
i was bored to tears i felt like kicking up a bitch fit but decided to sleep to suppress the unhappiness in me
leeling called and saved me from the boredom, met her with mei qi at IMM for a short grocery shopping
headed home and prepared cos baby and i decided to go out with his mum and his sis & family to suntec for sales
ended up closed alrdy, walked to marina square for dianxiaoer and to see the christmas lightings with his mum and chermaine (:
then back to his hse
not very happening i know
but..... what to do? sigh

i can feel FREEDOM coming my way! (:
fk the term test & just enjoy the holidays
i so cannot wait!!!!!!!

thank god my lovelie called me this morning before the test
becos i fking overslept,
it was eight thirty when she called, the time my test starts
and i jumped outta bed,brushed my teeth and chionged to sch
i swear i was on the verge of crying
but i knew God was with me

i thank God that i even have the chance to take the test after being 40mins late,
and thank you lovelie for calling me, if not i would have only woke up after the test
and by then i guess i would be crying my eyes out

though many careless mistakes made during the test, i am still glad i made it for the test (:
a lesson learnt indeed! (:

my current lashes are "pretty" that's what i am trying to convince myself after seeing this picture! ):
GROW LASHES GROW!
i promise to treasure you more! ):

stayed over the weekends at baby's while mum & dad were away
anyhoos, they're back! (:
yes, i damn fierce, still blogging and not mugging at this hour when PMII paper is just less than 12 hours away!
i swear i hate to study! sigh

update:
i swear i'm so going to flunk my PMII paper SHIIIIBYYYEEE!!!