woke up & rushed my ass to j8!
to meet leeann(:
had lunch at manhattan fish market
yummmms!
walked around & i finally bought my pair of shoes, though it was too big for me
i just had to get it
the salesgirl was nice to place paddings in the shoes for me(:
rested at hagen das & leeann treated me to ice cream, i had mango sorbet! rocks my undies!
headed home for dnner, had too much food today! need to head back to my strict diet!!! (:

ever since dono when, this spiderman toy landed in my house
& my dad has been playing with it, throwing on any surface he can find in the house!
and i'd get a little shock cos i keep seeing something sticking on the walls, at different locations each time!
i have a wonderful dad =D

&& my lovely leeling is backkkk!!! (:

today was suppose to be a great day for baby & i to partor?
but....
anyway headed to vivo with baby, jerie, javierbaby & baby's momsy!
it's been years since i last went vivo.
lunched, walked ard & back to baby's hse.
then i wanted to buy a dress, so we went back to vivo to get it
had thaiexpress for dinner which was shioookkk!

well, a motivation for me to lose weight ; for every kilo i lose, i'll buy myself an apparel!
so i had to buy something today to reward myself! (:

today wasn't too bad, not as bad as i thought it would be.
cos i had a greaattt dinner & though we had little tiffs, it wasn't that bad (:

somehow, i hate to see baby stressed up about our future. sigh
and baby was super bitchy today, cos he is lacking of sleep due to our future plans? and i hate it.
if only i had money to settle all problems! i shouldnt have spent so much in the past!

awwwww! just finish my lunch & the doorbell rang!
it was a parcel from lovely leeling.
she has gone back to her hometown & leaving me to miss her!
after looking through the gorgeous scrapbook, i miss her even more.
this is the first time i receive a scrapbook cos i am always the one making it for others
so much hearfelt words from chen mei mei & leeling
i was smiling ear to ear while looking through the book
it brought back so much memories from year one all the way to the final year.
i teared, love you lovelies!
i know much effort was put into doing it & i totally love it!
one of the best birthday present ever! simply priceless (:

life is taking its toll on me
havent been able to have a good night sleep
no appetite for anything
no mood to do everything
flu&cough sucks to the max
i didnt do well this final exam
i have been so damn worried it's gonna affect my entry to university
been losing sleep cos of this
i just hope i'll still stand a chance
it wouldn't be this difficult if i didnt receive any letter from them in the first place
now that i've got the letter, i just don't wish for it to end just like that. i just wish that all would come true for me.
many asked what i want for my birthday this year, all i want is to be able to enter the university course i chosed. i might have played a lot, but i know i did try my very best. i don't wish to let myself down once again.

Dear Lord, please make it happen.

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javier darling when he just woke up! damn cute lahs!

taken on tuesday 24th march 2009
was baby's ah mah's bday
was funny how the bday song went: "happy birthday to ah mah!"
the dinner was a funny one
everyone was so grouchy and complaining about this and that. LOLS
stayed over at baby's since i was supposed to have an appointment at nuh the next day. too bad, the doctor was on leave. baby went to work, i woke up in the afternoon and headed down to amk to trim brows before gg home (: still so fking sick that i can't even have a good sleep!

pics taken at downtowneast last saturday (:

hello! how was your weekends?
mine was alright (:
stayed over at baby's place again
friday was not bad, met up with leeling&joyce for awhile
saturday was spent at downtown east with javier&family
went back to woodlands tgt with them & baby came to fetch his momsy&me home
we went out for a movie but it was a saturday night and it was so damn difficult to get the movie we wanted, went to cineleisure then to the cathay with disappointment
we decided to give up on the idea & headed down to geylang for my first try of frogleg porridge
ordered too much & i ordered crab too! the salted egg crab =D
heavenly, frogleg was great too. too bad we didnt manage to finish the frogleg.

headed to marina barrage for a walk after the sinful meal
it's a nice place to chill out, only that there are too many people there!
i think i'd prefer gg there in the day, cos the place isnt really well lit.

headed home, slept till noon and it had been a long time since we visited clementi central!
went there for baby's carrotcake, sugarcane juice and some other food
we rented tropicthunder frm videoezy and went home
lazed all the way till the night & we went to henderson for the teochew porridge which was a disappointment cos there were not much variety of dish to choose from
baby fetched me home then (:

thanks baby for looking after me like a princess, making me honeydrink and buying me syrup when i complained about my sore throat. and bringing me pills when i had a cold from the wildwildwet trip! (:

met baby on wednesday night for some late night movie: dragonball evolution
it was such a short movie, less than 1.5hr!
but it was not bad lahs, just toooo shooortttt

we went geylang for some dimsum loves after the movie! felt damn shiok after eating it. i really wanna go back there soon! =D
went his hse to stay for the night, we woke up in the late afternoon
sent his unwanted stuffs to the salvation army at bukit timah, and had late lunch at the bukit timah food centre. and i discovered a wonderful drink: young coconut juice! super dope, i felt a breeze when i took the first sip, LOLS! cos the weather was so fking scorching! then baby fetch me home shortly after gg back his hse to pack up my stuffs (:

results are out! and i am so grateful that i didnt have to repeat any modules at all. i seriously felt i needed to cos i simply didnt know what i was doing during the exams. thank god! and i seriously hope i'll secure a space in NUS (:

on the happier note, i'm meeting my lovely leeling later for chomp chomp & kgardens. mei qi got chalet, so i guess i wont be seeing her any time soon? i miss my lovelies! i guess, our next meet up would be during my birthday? ): seems quite far away!

met sexylove today, it's gonna be her bday on 22mar09, but due to her busy schedule i could only date her on this day (:
met her ard 6pm, shopped ard fareast before heading for dinner at swensens (:
had a sumptous dinner there and my lime sherbet =D
camwhored here and there before heading home since she has morning lessons the next day!

13Mar09
reached the airport around 5am (:
a short 2 hr flight with tigerairways
it's the first time flying with baby
they bought an entire carton of cigarettes cos it was duty free and shared it through out the trip
brought to hotel straight after we landed
we left our luggage there as the rooms were not ready
headed out to platinum mall for lunch and shopping
had japanese cuisine, the price was similar to sg lahs?
shopped ard, didnt buy much
no mood i guess.
returned to hotel and went for dinner nearby our hotel
then off to centralworld for some lingerie shopping? and starbucks love (:
naraya was like cheaper than the pasar malams there! LOLS
but the shopfront was grand lahhhs
regretted not buying more!
went to walk the night market before gg back to hotel
i enjoy all the fresh fruits and street food! =D

14thMar09
the tuk tuk was our favourite transport mode!
headed to some gems gallery, didnt purchse any cos i am in bkk for cheap stuff! LOLS
then to chatuchak
it was great there
bought several stuff & ate much tasty food there! i am so missing the sausage wrapped with bacon now!
and somehow regretted not eating more of their desserts!
and i have come to realise that the ppl of bkk have super duper sweet tooth!
everything there is super sweet: milk tea, lemon tea, chrysantamum tea
chatuchak was great, but we didnt get to go to the animals section, and i know its impossible to cover the entire place.
went back to hotel, headed out to baiyoke sky hotel which was a shit place, then to MBK ourselves, with his mum & marco
it was great? mayb cos there isnt much waiting here and there compared to being in a big grp
the trip there was plainly for marco
bought him stuffs, had my heavenly tomyumgoong there =D
back to hotel to wait for the others and we went to the night market nearby again

15th Mar09
went to chinatown which was a failed trip cos it was their holidays and they only open in the afternoon, but some street passerby said that it wont be open at all. so we had our delicious duckie lunch there and some bird nest& shark fins there before returning to the hotel. baby & i went for traditional thai massage nearby our hotel. the place was nice and the massage was soothing, i controlled myself from falling asleep while baby simply slept through it. went to walk ard to pratunam centre, bought dvds, local products and back to hotel.
all of us headed to MBK again for a horrible but dirt cheap dinner (:
went back hotel shortly, headed out in search for KFC and some food

16th Mar09
woke up at 6-ish am and chionged down to chinatown again
for last minute shopping
headed back to hotel and packet some food back for lunch in the hotel
we were all fking broke after coming back frm chinatown that's why. hahas
then to the airport & good bye bkk
baby's dad came to fetch, (:

i didnt really enjoy the trip
the number one reason: baby's stuupid theory of giving me attitude and being fking fierce to me!
bkk wasn't as exciting as i thought it to be
i didnt get to do what i wanted: braid my hair & watch the ah gua show, and drink many tomyum & coconuts
and everyday was simply shopping and shopping and shopping
and last but not least, i wanted a nice and romantic trip with baby but it didnt happen due to many reasons
i guess bkk has become too expensive than before, simply cos of the number of tourists there, everything there became more expensive than the past.
and the final reason: i left a bag of souvenirs in bkk, now i do not have enough souvenirs for my friends, sighhhh

i wish for another trip badly, cos this trip was kind of a disappointment ):
and i am so glad to be home, being happy to be home only shows how lousy the trip was.
spent $300plus only. baby spent $500plus. but we didnt spend any personal time together at all.

i hope the next trip will only be just me,baby & another couple the most, call me selfish but i really hate it when others are around and baby wont be able to give me undivided attention and love!